The sun allways shines after the storm
At least that is what I have been told
But is it true though?Do I need to feel the pain I am trying to hold in
And I know you know what I am talking about
Cuz I know that you can feel my pain from our texts anyways.And I am sorry for hurting you
Just know that I will allways try to be here for you.But i am not who i am now
I changed a while ago from now
Try and you won't sucess
Just don't run back after meCuz I am not a sweetheart
I am not some beaty or a queen
I am a stupit bitch
And I hate to tell you thisBut I am not who I am suposte to be
I am not sweet and so caringI can rip hearts apart
I can ruin your whole damn life
You can try and run away but I will allways find a way.After the rain the sun will shine again
But how come I can't see it
Just stick with your pride and you are gonna be lonleyDon't chang for nowone but don't be yourself
This is what people are saying these daysSo do you want me to be happy or not
Cuz I will try to allways be by your sideI am a nobody next to you
And I want to find a way to you
But my life is not a fairy tale
And I need to face the facks like I shouldI need to stick up for myself and win the fight
My emotins are like a monster inside of me right nowAnd I wana fight it truogh but theWourld is not letting me to
So I just ned to face the fact
That I am not who I am nowI cahnged a while ago from now
Try and you there will be no sucess
Just don't run back after meCuz I am not a sweetheart
I am nit some beaty or a queen
I am a stupit bitch
And I hate to tell you thisBut I am not who I am suposte to be
I am not sweet and so caringI can rip hearts apart
I can ruin your whole damn life
You can try and run away but I will allways find a way.And I will ruin your life
Maybe even more than just onceThe things that made me laught before
Don't work now and I don't knowPeople change
But that is not your worry
You can leave now
No need to hurryAnd I am glad you are happy
I am glad you don't care about me no more
I could of expect this
I am not the same anymoreI am like another beeing lost in my own time
Wanting to go back
But I don't know how
Is this really the end of me now
Cuz our friendship is probably gone so
I can die alone somehow
Just don't go after meAnd don't make the same mistakes I did