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The sun allways shines after the storm
At least that is what I have been told
But is it true though?

Do I need to feel the pain I am trying to hold in
And I know you know what I am talking about
Cuz I know that you can feel my pain from our texts anyways.

And I am sorry for hurting you
Just know that I will allways try to be here for you.

But i am not who i am now
I changed a while ago from now
Try and you won't sucess
Just don't run back after me

Cuz I am not a sweetheart
I am not some beaty or a queen
I am a stupit bitch
And I hate to tell you this

But I am not who I am suposte to be
I am not sweet and so caring

I can rip hearts apart
I can ruin your whole damn life
You can try and run away but I will allways find a way.

After the rain the sun will shine again
But how come I can't see it
Just stick with your pride and you are gonna be lonley

Don't chang for nowone but don't be yourself
This is what people are saying these days

So do you want me to be happy or not
Cuz I will try to allways be by your side

I am a nobody next to you
And I want to find a way to you
But my life is not a fairy tale
And I need to face the facks like I should

I need to stick up for myself and win the fight
My emotins are like a monster inside of me right now

And I wana fight it truogh but theWourld  is not letting me to

So I just ned to face the fact
That  I am not who I am now

I cahnged a while ago from now
Try and you there will be no sucess
Just don't run back after me

Cuz I am not a sweetheart
I am nit some beaty or a queen
I am a stupit bitch
And I hate to tell you this

But I am not who I am suposte to be
I am not sweet and so caring

I can rip hearts apart
I can ruin your whole damn life
You can try and run away but I will allways find a way.

And I will ruin your life
Maybe even more than just once

The things that made me laught before
Don't work now and I don't  know

People change
But that is not your worry
You can leave now
No need to hurry

And I am glad you are happy
I am glad you don't care about me no more
I could of expect this
I am not the same anymore

I am like another beeing lost in my own time
Wanting to go back
But I don't know how
Is this really the end of me now
Cuz our friendship is probably gone so
I can die alone somehow
Just don't go after me

And don't make the same mistakes I did

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 27, 2018 ⏰

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