Texas Girl

I'm So Sorry

...Raegan's Point Of View...

I look down at my phone and see that Rizzy read the text message five minutes ago but didn't respond. I lock my phone and focus all my attention on (y/n), I lay next to her and pull her into my chest. My phone starts to buzz and I assume that it's my manager calling me but it's Rizzy. I answer seeing what he has to say as I pull away from (y/n). I hear a sniffle from the other other side of the phone, that's not Rizzy.

Raegan- Hello?

Unknown- Hey, Raegan...It's Alyssah. Rizzy got in an accident...

Raegan- Oh my god! What happened??

Alyssah- He was driving and he opened your text and...he crashed

Raegan- This is all my fault

Alyssah- Raegan, this isn't your fault. Just get down here as soon as you can.

She hangs up and I start to sob, (y/n) pulls me into a hug. "What happened??" she sounds panicked. "It's Rizzy, you were right. He got in a car crash because I texted him, (y/n) it's all my fault. I cry even harder and realize that I need to go see him. "baby, I need to go see him" I abruptly say and wipe my tears. 

-At The Airport- 

Fans are swarming (y/n) and I as we enter the airport and I'm really not in the mood to be swarmed with fans. "Raegan will you take a picture with me?" a sweet girl around the age of 15 asks me as I walk by. "Not in the mood" I say rolling my eyes and walking past her. "Raegan!" (y/n) shouts at me and makes me go back and apologize to her, I fake a smile and take a picture with her. About 30 minutes later we board our plane and I watch (y/n) fall asleep. I'm not going to fall asleep knowing that I was the reason my own brother was in the hospital. 

-Three Hours Later-

Our flight lands and I wake (y/n) up and we rush out of the plane. We speed walk through security and sprint as soon as we get out of the doors to the airport. I sprint ahead of (y/n)  and unlock my car hopping in the drivers side and start the car. (y/n) gets in the passenger side and I speed off to the hospital Rizzy was located at. I jump out of the car after I park the car and (y/n) follows close behind me. "How may I help you?" the lady at the main desk asks me. "My brother Rizzy Black is here, what room is he in?" I say to her rushing wanting to see my brother. "Room 128" she simply says and we take off running avoiding the people in the halls. As (y/n) and I are running I'm looking at room numbers. 122, 124. 126, 128. I stop and open the door slowly hoping Rizzy isn't worse than I thought. He was awake and I hug him gently as a tear slips put of my eye. "I'm so sorry" I apologize as I pull away wiping my tear. "For what?" he asks me looking over to (y/n). "I'm the reason you crashed." I say still disappointed in myself. "It's not your fault Raegan, I shouldn't have checked it when I was driving" he says with a smile and looks over at (y/n) again. "Is this the girl you won't stop talking about?" he asks and she steps forward. "Yeah, that's her. She's gorgeous isn't she?" I question and wrap my arm around her waist.

-The Next Day- 

I wake up in the hospital room and look over at (y/n), I wake her up. "Come on, you have a flight in 30 minutes" I state to my gorgeous girlfriend. She gets up and says goodbye to the sleeping Rizzy. I slowly walk down to my car holding (y/n)'s hand. 

-At The Airport-

I sit with (y/n) treasuring our last minutes together, her flight leaves in 10 minutes and I won't see her for another couple months. I pull her into a tight hug and kiss her on the cheek. "Flight B07 is boarding now" the lady on the intercom says. We both stand and hug once more, we pull away and I kiss her on the lips passionately. I wave as she boards the plane and walks out of my sight. I feel my heart break knowing that I won't be able to see my girlfriend for another few.

A/N: Sorry it took me so freaking long to update, I get distracted easily. Thanks for the support <3