The Power Within Memories

Please... No

Eren's pov:

I made it to science class just in time. I need to pull myself together. I can't fail school, my "parents" would hurt me really badly if I did. More than usual.

*time skip (sorry)*

It's the end of the day. I trudge out of the classroom with my head down not wanting anyone to notice me.

As I make my way down the corridor I bump into someone and drop my notebook and my homework.

"Oh, sorry about that" she says with a smile "I'm really clumsy"

She is really pretty. Her long blonde hair flows perfectly down her head and her uniform hugs her curves perfectly. Wow, she's beautiful I think to myself. Her blue eyes are so dazzling. Much better than my grey ones. I can't talk to someone this nice, I can't contaminate her with my worthlessness.

"Hey, you're the new girl aren't you?" She snaps me out of my daze.
"Oh, yeah." I stammer quickly.
"Well, my name's Robyn. I'm a year 7 like you and I'm sorry for bumping into you," she says with a beautiful smile.
"No, I should be apologising. My name is Eren and I'm new here as you already know." I say, messing up a few words as I always do.

Why are you wasting her time? She doesn't want to talk to trash like you. I think.

"Oh, right! Here's your notebook and homework back."

Only now do I realise that she's holding my things that I troubled her with by dropping them. I'm so stupid.

"Thank you."

I take my things without making eye contact. I hardly ever make eye contact.

"I should be going now. My parents will be waiting." I hesitate. I'm not lying, they really are. They're waiting to cut me and beat me up. For some reason I feel like telling her everything but I can't. She shouldn't have to hear about my pathetic life.

I quickly leave before Robyn can say anything else and I don't look back until I'm at the other end of the corridor. I can't have a crush on her can I? No, I don't deserve to have a crush on someone so flawless. I'm worthless.

Hi guys, I told you there would be gay themes in this book.

I'll see you all later *salute*