Psycho Stalker [+18]

Chapter Six

I thought that this week will be full of activities but for a split second i forgot my lazy side. Now the week is at its end and i am still at home eating sleeping and listening to music and sometimes reading. Wow.. just wow.
As today is the last day of the week i decided to go book shopping. I took a shower and changed my clothes and made my way to the library.
I was so into the books that I didn't notice the one next to me.
"You've always loved books Y/N." I looked next to me to find the only one I didn't expect to see. My ex boyfriend. Even though he is my ex but he is still a great person in my eyes. He was always good we just didn't work out.
"Omg Sean!" I said and smiled to him and hugged him.
"Long time dude." I said to him.
"Yea i know right." He seemed so down.
"Hey buddy you ok?" I asked him.
"Y/N can we talk?" He asked me.
"Sure.. wait let me pay for that book and then go and sit anywhere." I said to him and he nodded.
After i bought that book i looked at him and he was zoned out.
"Hey Sean what happened?" I asked him with concern.
"Imma tell you later. You finished?" He asked me and i nodded.
"Lets go." He said and held my bags as it was always his habit.
"You're still a gentleman." I said to him and he finally chuckled.
We kept talking when we were on our way to the café. We sat at Starbucks café and kept talking as if we never stopped before. We had fun and kept telling jokes and laughing like we did before and I really did have fun.
"I gotta go now its late." I said to him and he looked at me confused.
"Late? Its 6pm girl." he said to me.

"looks like you forgot the street i live in." i said and laughed and he remembered and laughed along with me.

"okay let me drop you off. i don't have a car but i can walk you till you reach your house." he said to me and i nodded to him smiling.

On our way home we chatted and deep talked about the things that happened in our life in this while that we never talked in. we even exchanged phone numbers. 

after for like 37 minutes walking we were finally in my street. there was a dead silence that used to scare me but not anymore. but i saw a shadow behind a tree which scared me and made me tense up.

"hey girl are you okay?" Sean asked concerned and i nodded. 

"so.. i will go in now. thanks Sean i will call you later huh." i told him and i was about to go in when he grabbed my wrists  and stopped me.

"there's one more thing" he told me looking down.

"yea what is it?" i asked him and he took a deep breathe and stayed silent. i know how much he takes time when he is nervous so i stayed silent waiting for what he wanna say. after like one minute or something he looked and me.

"Y\N i still love you." he told me and i was in shock.

"what?!" i asked him surprised but in a blink of an eye his lips was on mine kissing me tenderly and slowly with all the love in the world. i didn't kiss him back but still i didn't had the guts to push him away knowing how sensitive he is. suddenly someone grabbed him and tied his arms behind his back and i felt so scared so does he.

"how dare you kiss her?" the voice was so cold but yet still angry. its him i remember his voice.. its August D as i remember. God i wish he won't do anything to him.

"its not your business she is my girlfriend." Sean said making my eyes go wider.

"well from her reaction i don't see that she is your girlfriend." he said and made Sean face him.

"so little boy don't you dare lay a hand on her again. she is mine understood?" this August d guy said to Sean.Sean laughed sarcastically at his words and looked at him.

"i don't have to listen to whatever you say this is first and second its not your right telling me what to do and what not to do with the girl i love." Sean said shouting and this guy hit his head making him fall on the floor. i screamed and ran to him.

"Sean!!!!" i held his body in my embrace and checked if there was blood on his head and thankfully there wasn't. Suddenly i screamed more at the feeling of someone pulling me harshly from my hair. 

"do you love him?!" this guy said to me in a mad tone that scared me to death.

"its not your fucking business leave me!!!." i said to him and tried to release myself from his grasp but i couldn't. he took out a gun from his pocket making my heart beat faster and feel more afraid of what is happening next. He pointed the gun to Sean and i started to cry. i don't want Sean to die.

"thats what someone gets when they touch something thats not theirs." he said and in a blink of an eye he killed him.

"NOOOO!!!!" i screamed and tried to go to Sean but he is holding me. "leave me you bastard." i kept shouting and yelling but still he is holding my hair. "what do you want from me!" i said in an angry tone and crying voice. He made me look at him our faces were so close and we looked directly in the eyes.

"i told you before you are mine. i told you before you only belong to me, haven't i?" he asked me but i stayed silent looking into his eyes. his eyes reminded me so much of my eyes. they were.. sad?

"ANSWER ME!" he shouted at me and i nodded. "then why you let him touch you and kiss you like that huh?" he asked again and rested his forehead on mine.

"what are you!" i asked him not understanding his behaviour at all.

"i am the one who is fucking madly in love with you you fucking idiot." he told me again looking into my eyes.

"what's hurting you?" i asked him out of nowhere

he looked at me with a weird look but he remained silent and for a split second i felt that he is weak.. really weak.

"what the hell are you asking me.. you are with someone who is holding a gun right now and can kill you." he asked me in a disbelieve.

"maybe you are not the only psycho here.. plus if you wanted to kill me you would've done that long ago." i said and went straight to my house. i locked the door and went straight to my room and cried my heart out because of Sean. i really love him i didn't want him to die.. and above all he even died because of me!!!! i hate this.