Lovers

Part 3 (1/2)

He doesn't like you

He thinks you broken glass

He can't fix you

Give up

Everything I'm thinking makes me push deeper.

A sudden knock came into my presence.

"Lei open up!" The amber eyed boy yells.

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BOOM
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"Lei!!!"

I feel tears threatening to burst out of my eye lids. Then they come rushing after one another like a waterfall.

I keep sobbing while the boy is constantly banging on the bathroom door.

"Lei get out of there!! Le-."
He grunts, then he realizes what he hears.

"Lei I'm sorry open up, I don't want you alone. You've had to much to go through tonight and I'm just sorry okay?"

Why is he so sorry about everything?

It wasn't his fault that I'm considered nothing but a toy to a stranger.

It was a also my fault.

Shouldn't have turned the light on

Shouldn't have boosted his confidence into hurting me more

Shouldn't have gave him sympathy.

I hear a few clicks and wriggles.

Then the door opens

Before you could even blink the boy rushed over to me and wrapped his warm body around me.

I couldn't, stop crying.

Why is everything my fault? I'm so stupid.

Before I could doubt myself more  the boy picks me up and places me on his bed. He tosses the clothes I didn't put on onto the bed. Then I take off my towel, while he turns around and throw on the clothes he provided.

He watches me as I get under the covers and try to fall asleep.

Why is he staring at me?

"I need to make sure you won't try that again. Life is too precious to toss into the garbage."

Crap I said that out loud.

"Thank you." Is all I can get out of my mouth.

He then nods and walk out the door. Not before he turnes the light off and crackes the door.

I start to doze off when he comes back in and says "Jayson."

"What?"

"My name is Jayson, love"

Love?

The words that slipped from his mouth gave me a icy vibe.

"Thank you. Jayson."

Then I fall into a deep sleep.