Hey dad! I'm so sorry for doing this to you two, but I'm so happy right now. I'm not in pain, it's beautiful here, I want you to keep A close eye on mom. I know she's taking this hard. I'm sorry to have hurt her. But sometimes in life you've gotta do this. I hope you're not too mad at me. And don't go blaming yourself either okay? This wasn't you, it was me. Keep close watch on mom and sister okay? I know they'll be hurt... I'm not sure this helps, but I'm happy dad, I'm really happy, no one is making fun of me, I'm not hurting or sore, I don't have to watch others smiling and laughing while I cry myself to sleep I hope your happy with how I killed myself. I thought allowing mom to see my face would be better than just a mess of a gun shot. Well, time to go, I Love you dad!
-your daughter
