-still Chanyeol-
The orange haired is lying on the ground, a pool of blood gushing out of his head where I shot him. The other two stood in shock, including Baekhyun who was long gone sitting on the ground since they let him go when I told them to so that they could face me. Wrong decision.
"Who wants to go next?" I asked, my voice dangerously low.
They started to run away, flailing their arms like some kids.
Bang...
Bang...
They were lying face first on the ground now. The alleyway was once again filled with silence except from Baekhyun's sobs.
I hid the gun before going to him. My eyes sting as I look more of his state.
Hair disheveled, uniform crumpled, legs shaking, and pants and boxers long gone.
"D-don't t-touch me! Please d-don't!" he cried out as he choked out a sob.
My eyes soften as I came near him and picked his bag along with his pants and boxers.
"I-I'm s-sorry Ch-Channie. I-I'm dirty. I'm s-sorry." he whispered as he wiped his tears.
"I-I'm so s-sorry Ch-Channie. I-I... th-they...w-we... I-I—" he muttered with difficulty as he lowered his head in shame.
"Sshh. Sleep. I know you're tired." I muttered as I carried him in my arms. He didn't protest as he immediately fell asleep in my arms, tears still flowing freely on his cheeks.
"Shit. I'm sorry Baek. This is all my fault. Damn those girls."
We left the alleyway and entered the car. Silence filled the whole ride since Baekhyun is sleeping. He was covered with my coat so there's no reason for him to be cold.
My poor innocent baby. This is all my fault.
-home-
I cleaned us both in the tub at my room. I laid him on my bed and he immediately snuggled on the soft comforter and pillows. I draped the blanket over his small frame and kissed his forehead.
I sat on the chair in our balcony, letting the night breeze hit my skin.
"I should've been there before anything happened. I-I should've been there to stop them. I-I should've been there so that they didn't even got a chance to touch you, let alone molest you like that. I should've been there..." I whispered to thin air, uninvited tears streamed down my cheeks.
"Mom, dad, I'm sorry I didn't fulfilled my promise to you. I wasn't able to protect Baekhyun."
I muttered before going in and laying beside Baekhyun who snuggled in my chest.
He's so beautiful and his beauty is one big problem. He attracts a lot of girls and guys and I don't like that. I want his beauty to just be mine. Mine only.
And this, this tragedy that happened will surely affect his self confidence and socialism towards other people.
Fuck it. This is really my fault.
-12:43 am-
I can't sleep. Even a bit of rest is barely recognized by my system.
"What if I didn't come earlier? They could've done everything to him while he calls for help. They could've hurt him and treat him like some disposable slut. A fuck toy. Or even worse. What if those guys have HIV or AIDS? What if I wasn't able to come to his rescue? They might have raped him couple of times, nonstop and countlessly addicted to even stop. Why did this happened? Why now? Why?"
A hand wiped my cheeks. I didn't even noticed that I am crying again.
I looked down to see Baekhyun, looking up to me with a weak smile.
"Ch-Channie are you mad at me?" he asked in a small broken tone making my heart clench.
"No. I'm not mad at you baby. I'm just thinking of the things that could've happened if I didn't come on time. I'm sorry I came a bit late baby. Please forgive hyung." I muttered as I caress his cheeks.
His eyes glistening with tears and they slowly ran down his cheeks. I planted a soft kiss on his forehead as I rubbed comforting circles on his back.
"I-It's my f-fault too. I-I tried to r-run away but they still caught me. They d-did things to me and I-I hate myself because I enjoyed them. I-I'm sorry Channie. I-I'm dirty now. I'm s-sorry." he admitted as he sobbed loudly as he fisted my shirt, gripping it tightly.
"No. Don't say that baby. You're not dirty. As long as they haven't gone any further then I guess it's fine for me. You're still beautiful Baekhyun. No matter what other people say. I love you so much baby." I whispered as I held him closer to me.
"I-I love you too. And c-can you do me one f-favor?" he mumbled shyly as he wiped his tears.
"What is it baby?" I asked, looking at him with so much love.
"Erase their touches Channie. Make me forget what they did. Please." he pleaded.
Fuck it.
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Dangerous Pleasures || ChanBaek
Fanfiction"I should stop giving in to you..." I muttered as I harshly wipe my tears. He pulled me in his warm embrace, engulfing my small frame with his arms. "But you know that you can't." he whispered. And deep inside, I know he has a point. "Now, bend on m...
