Is not what you think... I'm not the classic girl writing because I have nothing better to do, actually I came to this school a long time ago and I felt the same way since then, I just feel invisible... sometimes I feel like... if I wasn't here, nobody will ever notice the difference... my name is Mila and this is how he changed my life... This... Is my story. But don't get me wrong, I don't regret any of my actions or my thoughts because that makes me who I am.
This year was the year that changes my life forever. Everything changed for me... I survived everything I was afraid of and some of my dreams actually came true...
I feel like this was the year when I actually became who I meant to be and I hate saying it but ... it's because of him. And I'm not gonna lie I was so freaking afraid of what was going to happen, of what was happening, of what I did, of what was I going to do next, of what decision I'm gonna make, of what I was doing, thinking if it was wrong, the consequences, I was afraid of what I was becoming, basically of changing, always changing is hard because the most minimal change is what defines my future.
Well... let's be honest, everyone has their own experience in school but everyone also hates school at some point and I'm not an exception, and especially not me because having no friends and feeling alone and weak in there definitely doesn't help a teenager.
Seeing all the tv shows, movies and everything that makes school and social life look so perfect or always ending in happy ever after when they end up kissing their crush on prom and beating the bully it just makes me feel worst, like if I was the problem or that I wasn't good enough...
All the questions. My parents, teachers asking about school and friends... me always lying about it. It's hard.
(This is only a sneak peek of what's coming... GO AND FOLLOW ME FOR UPDATES AND ADD MY BOOK. )
Kisses 💋
XOXO
-C
