Ill never admit that i love you in public shawn. (bxb)

Chapter 1 insight on Shawn

Shawn's life, third person pov.
Shawn woke up at 6 a.m. he went to sleep around 11 p.m so hes not that tired but the wierd part is that its his first week at his new school and he is a sophomore.

He had to move to Alaska for his moms job, he was originally from Ohio. So after 8th grade they packed up and left, just him, his mom and his little brother. Then after his very awkward freshman year his mom then got mandatory transfer back after 9th grade.

Shawn was basically saying hallelujah because he missed friends and it was way to difficult for him to make any new friends being the awkward person he is especially moving to a place like Alaska.

Not that there's anything wrong with Alaska but from what I've heard when you move there, there's basically only a bunch of small towns there and  that means that everyone already knows everyone living there.

So if some random boy from Ohio just randomly showed up one day it would be kind of difficult for him to make any friends, considering that most of the people that were in his class had known each other since they were literally babies.

Anyway moving on... Um... So he ended up moving back to his same house, in the same city, on the same street, that he was at before he moved. When he got there he whispered to himself "Glad to be back." as he walked up the stairs.

With his book bag on his shoulders and a box in his hands he walked into his house, and he knew that it was going to be a bumpy ride re-starting his life in Ohio again.

*****One Week Later after everything is put away, his mom says he has to go to tomorrow no matter what and being the ¨good¨ child he is, he said okay mom and went upstairs*****

When BB got back in his old house he honestly had no idea what school he was going to go to, but finally him and his mom agreed on 'Valley-Forge High school' the school that he was planning on going to before the move.

Now listen, when he was back in middle school he knew that a few of his friends were going to 'VF' buuuuuut since hes literally been in Alaska for over a year and internet and wireless connection sucks, he literally had no way to contact anyone from middle school.

So if anyone from his old school is there at 'VF' they are going to be pissed because he has not made any contact with them even though its not his fault so, he will have to explain that to anyone who recognizes him.

 There is one person who hes honestly missed alot since he moved away, he calls him Minnie even though thats not his real name. That name Minnie, is Shawns special nickname for bb so basically no one else is allowed to call him that except for Shawn.

Alot....no actually most wait no.....98% of people saw them as "just friends" and technically when they first met thats what they were. Yeah they were "Just friends." and of course they did that typical straight boy thing of 2017/2018 and made fun of every single sexuality and gender that isn't straight or girl/boy.

But really on the inside even though Shawn believed the whole gender thing, (Besides trans but thats a completely different topic in his mind.) but the whole 'you must be straight thing', he wasn't entirely sure anymore because Minnie made him feel different then all of his other guy friends did. 

I mean yeah he had a crush here and there on a girl he thought was cute or whatever but Minnie made him feel different then all of the other small crushes he had, he just made Shawn happy and he was rarely ever happy after what happened in 4th grade but thats a whole completely differnt story.

Anywho Shawn felt different about bb and in his head he thought that when bb snuggled close to him at there friends birthday party when they were in 6th grade that it actualy ment something........well it DID just not what BB wanted to hear.

Basically what Minnie told Shawn was that he, (Minnie) thought that Shawn was really cute but he wasn't into that whole boy dating rubbish.

 After that happened Shawn and Minnie rarely talked they only talked to each other when they had to, basically when the teachers or there friends told them to  talk to each other.

Besides that they NEVER talked and everyone  was wondering what happened because the two of them used to be best friends.

But after that sleepover it was nothing but pure awareness whenever they one either tried to talk to each other or two the few time's that they happend to be alone with each other.

~I Miss Him So Much~

Sorry about the wait ive been overly busy and not feeling well so im sorry. All the rest of what ive written in person so far will be in chapter two.

I will get to the "main story" by chapter 4 or so i just want to make sure everyone understands what happend before BB moved to Alaska. Anywho im done have a good day/night readers.

~♡peace out bois♡~

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