Ill never admit that i love you in public shawn. (bxb)

Chapter 3 First 'not' kiss

Shawns p.o.v
"well maybe this will answer your question" I said while smirking while walking closer him without a care in the world"

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Minnie started stuttering "w-w-what do you mean by that shawn- I mean Shawnie?" He must be really nervous, he only says my real name when he gets nervous or he is saying something that is really important.

Oh and dont forget when we are at school around everyone well mainly the girls because there's like 4 or so that ship us so much its honestly kinda funny......

"Oh nothing just something that ive wanted to do for a very long time" I said as I chuckled at him almost saying my real name, also at the fact that that his blush would get a deeper shade of red every time i took a step towards him.

"Dont worry I wont hurt you baby boy......well not yet anyway." I said as i was literally right in front of him. He was just standing in front of me,blushing like crazy because I was so close to him.

Honestly I was blushing too considering we both knew what my next move was..... I slowly, lightly, grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him closer to me.

By the time his face was centimeters away from me out of instinct I immediately looked at his lips in awe as ive wanted to kiss him for so long. As I slowly started to lean in he blinked 2 or 3 times then closed his eyes.

I then wrapped my other arm around his waist and leaned in until well you know I kissed him and it felt like I was not even in the universe anymore. Before you even think about it yes ive had my first-first kiss before but this is the first time ive ever kissed a guy.

Gosh I dont know why ive hid my feelings from him so long.

Then all of a sudden it felt as if something snapped in my head and literally felt that i had no control anymore.

I was trying to control it but before I knew, I pushed Dominic against the wall grabbed both his wrist and pinned them above his head while smirking in the kiss.

Him making a slight gasp sound as we started moving and then all most moaning as his back hit the wall.

At this point all of my self control is basically gone and i slowly and carefully lick his lips still in the kiss, asking him if we can "properly kiss" without saying anything.

I then feel him heat up as he parts his lips, then we started to make out not even caring that we were still in school and at any moment a teacher could walk in.

Even though that slight fear made everything more exciting. Just as my free hand went to un-tuck his shirt him slightly whimpering, we both heard a loud BEEP! 'Shit we got caught' I thought in my head as my eyes thew open as I jumped away from Domi-I mean Minnie.

Who was holding his lip saying "Ow ow ow ow ow ow ow!!! That hurt Shawn....I mean Shawnie! What the actual hell!?"

I guess I bit his lip when i jumped away from him..... "Sorry Minnie" I said using the main nickname that im only allowed to call him even though he always gives me the 'im not 4' look.

"It's ok Shawnie" then suddenly I remembered the beep and quickly looked at the door, no one was there so I looked at the machine and "Oh it was just telling me that my model house is done...."

I said while awkwardly laughing and blushing at how much I jumped when the beeping happened.

I just.......I just couldnt risk getting caught, not that i really im afraid of 'coming out' per-say, I just couldnt get detention or my mom would literaly kill me.

Actually forget about detention this is a religious school and considering that they are not okay with the LGBTQ+ community I would honestly probably get expelled and I can't risk that either considering that this school coast 4,000 dollars a year.

Anyway we were both just looking at each other blushing like crazy then I remembered that we were still in school.

So then I told him "I think we should head-back-to-class Minnie." I said grabbing the little moddle house that I made for my project, Minnie grabbed his too.

But before we went upstairs I grabbed his neck lightly while looking him right in his eyes, then closed my eyes then kissed him passionately not caring if anyone saw or not. After about a minute or so, I let go lightly chuckling at his overly red face.

I then grabbed his wrist while we were in the hallway, walking kind of quickly but not running or else we would get in trouble. But the secound that i got him in the staircase I stoped walking and intertwined my fingers with his, him behind me as we started walking up the wierd green stairs to the third floor.

♡Time skip to ware they were at the top of the stairs♡

"Hey Minnie......" "Yes Shawnie?" "Will you.......um.........will you be my boyfriend?" "Yes of course I will Shawn!" MY Minnie said smiling and blushing like crazy as he hugged me.

'Gosh I love him so much' I said in my head as we hugged. Even tough that we both know that we both love each other more then anything, now's not the time to tell him that and honestly I don't know when the right time will be but i know that it needs to be soon.

I also know that i need to be the one who tells him because im the one that controls how fast or slow this relationship goes. Basically im the dominant one simple as that.

'I love him so much and i always will, for he is mine and will always be mine, he is MY Minnie, MY Lovely boyfriend and My Baby Boy.'

Sorry for being gone for so long my lovely readers.But well...... im back and wanted to give you all a update. Anyway thats all I have to say have a great day/night byeeeee.

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