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by dxwnwxnery

Hey guys..as you all can see on the media, that's my friend, Mun Lin. I have a problem with this friend and I want to share it with my potaeto fam.

The problem is:
Our friendship.

That's right. Our friendship is a problem. Let me tell you all what's been happening lately. Because of this, I'm also under a lot of stress, almost leading me to depression.

You see, there's this transfer student from another school. Her name is Sue Anne. Since she attends the same after school care centre with me, I knew her before Mun Lin did, because we both attended it during the school holidays.

Sue Anne and Mun Lin are both in the same class as me. Mun Lin sits on my right, while Sue Anne sits on my left. So, I'm basically sandwiched between them.

Now what's important is this:
Mun Lin uses me.

Now, it may seem confusing, but you'll understand when I explain.

Mun Lin uses me as a friend because of my fame in my class. I'm known as the class' "English Queen", because I can speak fluent English, also getting high marks in exams.

On the other hand, Sue Anne, is a very kind and lovely girl. She is not like Mun Lin, in fact she's like an older sister to me. Whereas Mun Lin is like a stepsister from a fanfic.

Mun Lin made a promise when we first became friends:
"We'll never leave each other, even if it's the end of the world."

But, she broke it.

She knows that I don't know that much about my class monitor Hui Yin, but she holds my hand and chats with her while I stand beside them listening to them talking shit about me, or my other classmates.

There was one time that I was hanging out with Sue Anne when suddenly I heard:
"You know what, Hui Yin? I don't feel like being friends with Caitlin anymore."

That broke my heart.

Why did this happen? I think it has something to do with my "sisterly" relationship with Sue Anne. High chance the Mun Lin is jealous of her. That sharp gaze of hers when she sees Sue Anne laughing with me, clearly shows her jealousy.

Yesterday, I brought a pack of gummies from Japan to share with Sue Anne and Mun Lin. I took out the gummies and called both of them over. Mun Lin snatched the pack of gummies away from my hands and said:
"Oh! For me? Thank you so much!"
After she said that, she used her sharp gaze on Sue Anne again. That just made me not only sad and disappointed, but also really angry.

That same night, I locked myself in my room and cried while mumbling curse words, thinking that it will reach Mun Lin's ears..

..but it didn't.

I would try to talk to both of them, to see what they think about each other. If Mun Lin says she doesn't like her or she's jealous, I will just leave my friendship with her to an end and try to move on. I don't want to ruin her last year just because of this problem.

If she thinks she's okay with Sue Anne, I'll continue to be friends with her, but not so close because she has already threw a knife through my heart.

My potaeto fam, please leave your opinion on what I should do in the comments, or just PM me. I may have to use a few days to sort things out, so don't worry if I'm not updating.

Thanks for supporting this book until now.
Author-nim,
Caitlin.