On my way back from Starbucks I saw him in all his glory Lucas. He is so cute my friends keep telling me to ask him out but i just cant i'm to.....shy i guess.I text him every night but i think he thinks i just wanna be friends. I've been trying to work on the gut to ask him out,but i can't.I really do wanna be with someone in collage and move with them after.I'll think about asking him maybe today on the phone.But what if he says no what if he doesn't ask me to prom? When i finally get back my friends make fun of me for looking at him the way i did.Then Gabbie sees him looking at me the same way and tells everyone at the table .I pretend not to hear her when she says"he was drooling over me"I really couldn't believe it,no,I didn't believe it.Not me had to be some one else I thought.Hopefully not.I was a little obsessed,I have to admit but I could not help it I've liked him since the seventh grade.I was like the surfer and he was the shark pulling me under the water deeper then deeper biting harder then harder.Now I'm suffocating so close to being dead.My friends say I'm too creative for my own good,I believe it. I'm that kind of girl that is almost always in a sweat shirt and leggings with a lot of feelings.Most of the time people only talk to me to ask about my friends.After school I drive home after picking up dinner for me and my mom and drop my stuff off inside the house then run outside to the beach it was so beautiful, sunset just ahead,birds chirping,waves crashing,dolphins jumping it was amazing until I hear "the sun is pretty but not as pretty as you"he started to rub my shoulders.I screamed and pushed him off,he had just ruined my day dreaming.I got up and ran to my house leaving my towel on the soft sand and locking the door.When I got inside I grabbed the take out and ran to my room.On my bed I lay eating and watching movie's that make me feel better about myself.
