here I lay by my lonely
she's in my ear telling me I'm a phoney.
for loving someone who isn't you
which is why i have to tell the truth.
I have to let this go
it isn't good for my soul.
I'm hurting
not healing.
I'm tearing apart
what an achy break heart.
Now I sink , into my crying
which hurts even more than dying.
I see you here in my head
only reminding me of what is dead.
Me.
in this moment
I want you to feel me, own it.
this pain that is ever lasting
only holding me down, laughing.
this agony has me gasping for air
it's unfair.
I've done my fare share
and I'm left without a single care.
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Unknown Feelings.
PoetryAs title. This is for me to express how i'm feeling or my inner thoughts. Some are right in the moment some are just moments over felt but didn't know how to express. Most stories are from my past relationship. I was never good with allowing people...