Here's the first chapter! Hope you enjoy!
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Perrie's POV
It was a normal saturday night for me, music blaring out of the speakers, sweaty bodies grinding on eachother, red solo cups filled with something alchoholic.
But the most normal thing was me, as normal, drunk off my a** and dancing on a table.
I was moving my hips to the music, moving all across the table looking at everyone crowding me. I took the last drink from my cup and threw it on the floor.
I jumped down from the table and almost immediatley some girl took my spot, trying to do it like I did. Ha, nice try.
I turned backwards, facing the wall next to me and I nearly gagged at the sight. It was Zayn, no, not that Zayn look alike to the left of me, But my Zayn, kissing that girlfriend of his, Lauren Jauregui.
She had brown almost black hair, striking green eyes and gorgeous features. If I wasn't straight, I would be all over her. But no, I want Zayn.
I know who wants Lauren though, my best friend, Camila Cabello. Of the topic of that though, I felt a rage shoot through me like fire, so I turned around and grabbed whoever was infront of me.
Luckily, it wasn't a girl cause.. that'd be awkward. I smashed my lips to the mystery person's and it sooned turned out to be a heated make-out session.
He soon picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He pushed me against the wall and started to attack my neck.
I moaned at the contact and wrapped my arms around his neck. He stopped kissing my neck and we went upstairs into an empty room.
And that is how I lost my virginity.
No, no, Im totally kidding.
Sunday
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I woke up with a small headache. Hangovers don't even effect me that much anymore.
I turned around and faced the guy sound asleep next to me. Then It occured to me, I didn't even know this guy.
I got out of the bed and put on my clothes, going into the bathroom to fix my hair. Once it was fixed I left the room and went downstairs.
Most of the people were sleep.
Most were half asleep.
All were half naked.
I left the house, got in my car and drove home. As I was driving I was rocking out to Alone Together by Fall out boy.
When I got home, I was greeted by my mum on the couch sleeping. I quietly tip-toed to my room to take a shower.
When I got in the shower I grabbed the strawberry scented body wash and scrubbed my body. After that I grabbed the apple scented shampoo and washed my hair.
When I was done I turned off the shower and wrapped a fluffy towel around me, going into the room and picking out some underwear.
After that I put on a white long sweater with black shorts under it. Then I put on some blue flats and put my hair in a bun.
After that I went downstairs to be greeted by my frowning mother.
"What's wrong mum?" I asked, taking a seat next to her. She glared at me a little and said, "Where were you last night? I visited at 9 and you were nowhere to be found."
I rolled my eyes and glared at the floor. "You have no control over me now, mum." I mumbled.
"I have all-" "Can you just leave mum?" I cut her off, looking up from the floor over to her. She had an annoyed and irritated expression on her face.
"Fine. But don't come to me when you've messed up everything." And with that, she left the house, slamming the door behind her.
I broke down right then and there, lying down on the couch and letting the tears fall. Why can't she ever just support me, what I do with my life doesn't involve her.
Why can't she ever be nice?
Why can't everything just go my way?
Why can't everything just be right?
Because this is real life.
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Ello lovelies! Hope you liked the first chapter and sorry if it's short I just wanted to give you a drift of things. Well I hope you liked it and here's my promised chapter! I love you guys and thanks for the reads. Hope you like it!