❝"How are you?" I asked her
"Got my knee scraped", she replied with a pout.
"Damn how did it happen? You should be careful. Are you okay? How-"
She interrupted me with a kiss, and then whispered against my lips.....
"I just fell too hard for you...
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Look What You Did
"These bad memories aren't letting me breathe... " I've said this way too many times......
Crappy people who came and left For no apparent reason, They are the ones who turned me Into someone who just.... Can't trust himself. " I am just not good enough."
Those little shits who kept commenting.... On how bad I looked.... They are the ones who turned me Into this person who got just too afraid To go in front of the mirror... "I wish I could change my face... "
These people..... They turned me Into someone who was so far gone.... That it took her a year to bring me back.... She says, "I fell in love with someone amazing. You. "
Whenever she got quiet sometimes .... I grew afraid that she was gonna leave too. " i am sorry for being so insecure. "
Whenever she complimented my face.... I whispered to myself. " She's too kind to tell the truth. "
How did this happen that I..... Became so like this.... That I couldn't distinguish an angel from those humans?
How...... When on talking to her for the first time, I had felt this....... this beautiful Connection?
The things they made me think.... " Why am I like this?"
The feelings they made me feel.... "No one can love me..."
The pain they put me through.... "This abandonment hurts...."
I am just done with all that. But what still hurts is the question.... " How could they do this to me? " I obviously misjudged them... So desperate was I... Looked for an angel everywhere, And kept hurting myself.
Hurt so much that When I finally found her.... Couldn't recognize her.
But she started to heal me.... With patience and with love..... And today when I am on the verge of being whole.... I am afraid.... that something will go wrong. Why? Because it's me.... "What if...... "
I still need some working on. I know she won't give up. But even if she does? I'll be forever grateful. " You healed me..... "
Because the person I am Today.... Is so much better than Who I used to be.... someone who was So far gone... " I still shiver when I remember...... "
And I will be forever grateful. I wish I could show my Gratitude Everyday. Every hour. Every minute.
I wish you would stay forever. Because for me to be Whole... I am always gonna need you.
So think before you answer..... Because I am about to ask you Something. Something that is just too important For me. For us. So think before you answer.
"Will you marry me? Because if this isn't love Then I don't know what is. I love you.
So I will ask again. Will you..... Marry me? "
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