Hurting Heart

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Self harm and toms thoughts are in bold

   (Tom PO)

   I just hurted my best friend 'Edd' and tord my lover tord....i wish i could undo that "Hey thomas?" "yes" i said looking at my phone reading tord's message

Tord is TL and tom is TBW

TL:i thought you loved me..why arent you asking me to the dance tomarrow?🌟


TBW: Im sorry i remember what you did so i guess i couldnt been seen with you in public

TL:Well forget it..im sorry for being a waste of your time of being a jerk and a coldless person😢

TBW: Wait..please let me tell you what happen!!

TL: JUST FORGET IT!! Im hanging out with edd just leave....me alone and hang out with mark and them🌟

TBW: your the trouble maker in middle school! You were mean to me,matt,and edd YOU NEVER CARED ABOUT ME OR THEM!?!?

TL:at least im not a cheater with some high school boy with a beard!

TBW:i love you please trustes me!!!!
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Thats the end of it
   (Tord PO)

   That night paul was talking with patryk about moving away and be my new dad's...i was rewriting a song "lets give shot you and i on the court time ticking on the clock, baby im try to score cause you da hotest on the block,nothing dimming your light, with the options  you got,would never treat you write ,no i dont need a telescope to see your the one,i dont need a forcinte tell to tell me my forcinte.." i what i wrote. Tears fell do my cheek "i...love you tom im sorry for being a piece of shit to you and your boyfriend. I walked to the bathroom and grabbed a knife and cut deep in the same places "im...sorry edd im sorry matt...IM SORRY EVERYONE FOR BEING A JERK!" i yelled and then four people pounded on my door "C--Co--come i--in" i sat there crying "tord are you ok?" "tord were sorry for fighting" "please dont cry honey we love you" "your beautiful trouble maker we all love" i smiled with tears rolling down my cheeks "t-thanks you guys!" i lied for smiling....to make them leave... "I found a place that i can my own and i could take you there why do you have to be alone~ turn out the sky ill save you youll be my day light your what im looking for~!" i sang to my self sitting at me and tom's spot but in a tree. I heard footsteps come this way "IM SORRY....IM SORRY FOR BEING A FUCKING COLDLESS HEARTLESS JERK TO YOU TORD" I sniffed and watched tom sit there "i...love you more than my life" "youll never have to run~ your guys are all i know~ i feel your heart beat against me~" then i was cut off by sing of 'ill  save you' "i can be your lighting from these falling tears,i could take you there i could take you there~" we both sang "hello? Is anyone out there?" i stayed quiet "ill save you~" i sang quietly.

I love you thomas my boyfriend and bestfriend

   

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 02, 2018 ⏰

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