Oikawa Tooru x Male Reader ( Not enough)
You stood there trembling, your hair was covering your face it was another day in aoba josia high and you can't seem to falter how to get over the day again, it was your normal days like this you always question your existence why are you even still here that's the question you cannot answer to yourself. You are the school prince charming type, not all here knows about your serious case of insecurity, many girls like you also few boys do but they really don't see you more than a price trophy to show off to everyone.
You fixed your hair as you made way inside the gates where you plastered fake smile again, its your rule to never show that ugly side to anyone in the school not even your family members knows this side of you. You smiled at everyone who waves you good morning and just like any two face person you greeted them all with glee. A group of girls swoon over your figure giving your good remarks and compliments with positive comments. It's always like this people such as these girls never know the real you, the real person under the hard cascade you built to protect yourself.
But without your knowing another pair of eyes is actually targeting you, he watch as you made way inside the place and as you mingle with other people. The things you do actually reminds him of the real him that he wanted to protect. A strong cascade he made to protect himself too. You two are the same, trying to protect yourself from other people who wanted to hurt you.
As soon as there are no people around you, your smiling face turns into a sad face you never really like crowded people the main reason is it raises up your pressure to be someone acceptable in the human eyes. You made way inside the library where you can rest a bit, you were good at study so you don't really have any problems with grades you ended up skipping classes almost every time but the teachers don't have anything against is because all your test and your score to anything they put are almost all perfect.
Sitting on the corner you indulge yourself from reading, the only thing that can take out your minds from negative thoughts about other things and things that was hurting you. The place were dead silence for few minutes until you hear two girls approaching your location, they were talking about guys as always. What caught your ear was when you heard your name from one of the girls.
Girl 1: aint ( male name) such a handsome guy, I mean he is in top leading student in the school + he is super duper handsome" the girl smiled to the other one who responded with a grunt this triggers your anxiety already
Girl 2: have you seen Oikawa san?, he is the real good deal very handsome + good at sport+ good at study he is the real prince of the school. I don't even think M/n- san as handsome as Oikawa kun" she bicker which were countered by one of the girls
Girl: at least if I will date m/n –san he will choose me over volleyball" she pout as she defend her crush, not only that she admire m/n for his school standing she also know that m/n is really good with people reason why she likes him a lot. You behind another shelf of books were tremble, you knew you were never enough and never will be enough, you know Oikawa and you can see the reason why you don't stand a chance when it comes to him. Slowly the girls started walking away; you hung your head low you decided to skip whole day class today since of the things you've heard.
Meanwhile, Oikawa was on his last class for today he wanted to have some piece of time since all the fan girls are too demanding at the moment, they wanted him to have lunch with him but he don't want to spend time with them. The rest of the third year left him does not want to be drag to the fan girls wrath so he was now alone here, trying his best to say "NO" in the gentlest way possible.
Oikawa: please everyone, I can't eat lunch with you I need to study please don't cause some scene here" as he said with tone down manner, it only made the girls whine why he was skipping lunch. This made the poor captain sigh as he slowly but surely made his way away from the bunch of girls. This is one of the reason why he don't like the attention sometimes he can't be on his own of do what he will because all of them actually kept following him. He walked the long silent halls before finally deciding to skip the afternoon class for this day. He walked to the library to find his special spot but before he can find it he find something more interesting.
m/n was sleeping on the floor, his head was gently placed on the side of the shelves the light shone gently on his sleeping face. Oikawa stared for few good minutes before realizing who it was, he walked near him and softly but gently caress the Youngers hair.
Oikawa: the prince who wanted to hide who he really is" he said " is sleeping like a princess right now" he sit beside the sleeping male as he marvel at how peaceful and handsome he looks. " Only if you can be true to yourself that will be amazing" he said as he looked out the window
Time skip/
M/n slowly open his eyes, upon checking the time it's already 5:30 the sun is setting he yawn and groans since he felt his back aching. He turned to look at his side and to his shocked he shrieks in nervousness there sit beside him was the famous Oikawa Tooru, his dishevels brown locks and his sleeping gentle face is enough to make the younger male nervous. You try to move away from the sleeping guy, but you didn't finished that plan when he slowly open his eyes to meet your shinning orbs
Oikawa: ohhh your awake" he yawn, his eyes closing from sleepiness. He smiled at you and you try to act nice to him he turned to look at you " you don't need to do that act of yours, you can be who you really are in front of me" he said shocking you in the process.
m/n: what do you mean Oikawa – san" you try to play your cards, playing dumb and innocent you don't want to open your walls yet not to the person you feel most insecure with.
Oikawa: what I mean is you can be who you really are when your with me" he smiled " I am the same, you are the only person who I seem to be fond to open up who I am really am" he said and added to his words, this shocked you
m/n: you don't know what you're talking, I am not worth anyone's attention yet recognition. You looked at him and he smiled
Oikawa: it must be really hard pretending someone we are not" he said with a sad look on his face, your thoughts kept running is this the same way he lived his life? Pretending, hiding and being someone he really are not. Just like you just what you decided to do. But right not its actually good to know you are not alone in this type of world who has the same problem.
Oikawa: can we be friends?" he said in instant, he grabbed your hand and you blushed hard " no more hiding when we are together okay?" he said and you nodded, he smiled and shake your hand.
M/n: I do hope I can be myself"; you added
Oikawa: don't worry the good thing is that we try" he smiled
TBC
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