I've always wondered why I could never find an actual boyfriend or best friend.
Someone who could be trust worthy.
Who's that?
I don't know anybody that could be that person but I'm still living so basically I have a purpose of fucking being here.
Yet nobody just nothing in this world could be like that at least for me.
I walk down the hall to my 1st period.
My 1st period is art. I love my art teacher. Even though she's weird an way to chessey an to nice she's like a mother to me.
She helps me when I need it the most I told her everything that I've been through. She gets it.
I don't know how but she does.
But me I'm known for being hilarious,annoying an more hilarious. But inside I'm nothing.
The only people that I can trust is my sisters. Lamiyah
(igfamousfp_) an my other sister layla.(Don't know her user not sure if she has this app)
But those are the only people.
I can't trust my actual family cause then they will tell the hole family.
But 2 people in my family that are my siblings I can trust.
Eli an my sister Makiyah but she's only 3 she can't fully remember but my brother Eli he's 10. The other twin is a tatel tale. An James he's 4 he just is annoying to me.
"Jerms". Ms.macis calls me in excitement. I hug her. But then quickly walk away.
"Jerms what's wrong your not in the mode today". She ask sitting beside me. I shack my head.
"Ok well you can work alone today". She says. I smile.
I'm making a sculpture stitch from lilo an stitch
But yeah anyway I have tons of problems yet nobody knows only my art teacher.
She walks off an I grab my sculpture I'm done I just gotta paint it.
"Jayla". My best friend jennifer calls me.
She hugs me from my kneck.
"Hi". I say about to chock. She lets my go an sits beside me." Wow your almost finish lucky I'm still on the body". I smile.
Then 1 hour later the bell rings.
I get up an wash my hands then I put my sculpture up on the counter.
I grab my backpack an then start walking till I pump into someone.
I look up an its a cute light skin boy with dreads.