"Yes, I can't forget you"
"But I can't forgive you as well"
Let's play a scandalous game, in this game I'll get my sweet revenge.
What will happen between the two? Will this scandal turn into a game of two, or will their game end before it starts?
...
Today was indeed no ordinary day, for the reason being that I saw the man I least expected to see after all these years.
He whom possesses the traits of a traitor and that of an untrustworthy man.
But despite those things, despite all the pain this man has caused me... I'm still deeply in love with him.
The man who stole my innocence, the man who left me for another woman.
Despicable indeed.
He was a poison that slowly killed me on the inside, but despite knowing the dangers, my body kept on asking for more, he was a poisonous addiction.
If many saw through my vail, they would assume without a doubt that I was insane.
Who knows maybe I was insane for this thing called love, and maybe I was addicted to him after all.
But now that didn't matter because the side effects of this poisonous addiction started to show, and I was slowly being consumed.
I quietly sat on the edge of the bar's chair, not knowing what to do with this unsightly messed up me.
I just kept on ordering, not knowing when to stop.
Those alcoholic beverages kept coming one after the other.
I downed each and every one of them until I felt no more, the only feeling that I felt was none other but numbness itself.
*sigh* "So bitter and strong, but so addictively strange."
My mind was blank, no thoughts surfaced my mind whatsoever; that's what I wanted to believe at least.
Despite feeling numbness this poison was the only thing surfacing my mind. This poison being nothing else but him.
Despite being drunk I could tell that Jimin, my closest friend, was worried.
I honestly didn't care if he was or wasn't, he was the reason why "he" showed up in the first place.
The funny part was, that he didn't even notice me.
As he was greeting me earlier he extended his arm out to me, while his other hand held the bottom of his wrist, giving me the "two hands" greeting.
I downed another shot out of anger.
I heard Jimin telling me to stop, that why was I acting so out of "character".
Honestly speaking when have you ever seen a drunk person ever act rational, more than anything I was acting irrational.
I distortedly saw people getting up and saying their fair-wells to Jimin and I.
"Hey where are you guys going?~"
Jimin got my things and looked me dead in the eyes; he sure wasn't playing around.
I finally noticed that it was time to go, and I didn't want my drinking solo party to end. I was getting wasted and I didn't care. It was fun not having to feel anything.
"Jimin-ah I *hiccups* want to stay here with John Doe or whatever his name is."
I looked over at the bar tender, he was giving me a pitied look.
I felt two arms lift me up into the air, and lay me on their shoulder.
"Taehyung-ah what are you doing? Put her down."
"It's ok Jimin I'll take her to her hotel."
"Yah! You damn-"
"Hey! Quite down that loud mouth of yours; you're disturbing the staff."
Taehyung looked dissatisfied, and a hint of anger glimmered in his eyes, yet he didn't fully show it.
"Jimin just send me the address, and pass me her keys."
I felt drowsy, despite knowing my ex was carrying me. The hangover started to take effect, taking all my energy away. Stopping me from pushing him away.
I blacked out.
~*~
When we reached the hotel, I have sobered up a bit.
I noticed Taehyung lightly putting me on the bed and sitting next to me.
*mumbles* "You really have changed..."
"I guess you noticed it was me."
He looked startled for a moment, but his eyes softened up a bit.
*sigh* "Yeah... at first I didn't notice you. But after seeing you drink and act like your childish self, I noticed." "Did you drink because of me?"
His eyes look sad and empty. Why?
"Yes."
He quickly looked at me.
I layed on my side.
"Yes, I drank because I missed you... I drank because I can't forget you." "But..."
I got up and walked to the balcony.
He was curious to what I was about to say.
"The fresh air here feels relaxing across my skin."
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He just simply looked at me, only curiosity was left to linger.
"But, I still can't forgive you."
I walked towards him... and kissed him hard.
How much I missed this, I know he chose someone else, I know he has someone else, but this feels right, and I know I'm being selfish...
He didn't hesitate and kissed me back.
He knew more than anyone this was wrong, but at the same time he knew this was right.
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