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"geuttae gieokhae nae kiboda hwolssin deo keodeon

galsaek piano geuge nal ikkeul ttae

neol ureoreobomyeo donggyeonghaesseone"

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Hoseok was now driving home with questions running through his head. "Does he fear me?"  "Does he hates me?" "Will he ignore me?" Hoseok shakes his head slightly to get rid of those questions and continued to focus on the road. He finally made it home and goes straight to his room. 

Hoseok was staring at ceiling as his mind drifted to that mysterious boy that he met at school and at the cafe. "Who is he and why is he making my heart shake every time I see him?" Hoseok asked himself softly.

Yoongi was staring at his wall blankly. "Why does he have to make my heart shake in fear? He seems like he wont hurt me, but everyone somehow ends up leaving me or hurting me." Yoongi says as he thought of his old friend that left him and betrayed him. '"Why did you have to back stab me Jihoon..." Yoongi whispered to himself as he felt tears rolled down his cheeks. 

Jihoon was Yoongi's childhood friend and his first crush. They basically grew up together since they both end up having the same class every school year. Yoongi found out that he clearly was in love with his best friend when they began middle school. He would smile when Jihoon was around or just simply feel happy. But that all changed when Yoongi decided to confess his feelings to Jihoon. Yoongi's smiles turned into frowns and his happiness turned into sadness. Jihoon rejected him and was disgusted. "Stay away from me! You are a disappointment to our society!" Jihoon shouted before walking away from the heartbroken male. 

Everyone found out about what happened and that's when things got ugly. Yoongi's sadness turned into fear. He was scared to leave his house yet he was also scared to stay home. His parents found out Yoongi's sexuality and they changed completely. "You are a disgrace of this family! How can you like men?! You are not my son!" His parents would say every time. One day after Yoongi went back home from school, his parents weren't home and their things wasn't there either. Yoongi was confused but then he connected the puzzles when he finally noticed a sign that says 'For Sale' and a bold sold on the sign. Yoongi was in tears once again and packed his things. He grabbed the money that he hid from his parents and bought a small apartment for a cheap price. 

Yoongi sighs at the memories that always replays in his mind as he wiped his tears away. 'Why can't I forget about you even if you are the one that caused me to suffer since day one?' Once again, he sighed as he lays down on his bed and closed his eyes, letting darkness surround him and haunt him in his dreams

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Hoseok woke up in a cold sweat as he quickly sat up and panted heavily. "It was just a dream" He said as he sighed in relief. Running his fingers through his damped hair, he was asking himself many questions once again. 'Why did it felt so real?'  'Why was our clothes wet?' 'Was I crying?' 'Who was that person that jumped and why was he dying in my arms?'That night Hoseok couldn't fall back to sleep. He gripped on his hair while he was thinking about who could the person be. "Why was the person's face blurred out?" Hoseok asked to himself as he softly tugged on his hair softly. "Why does it feel like I know this person?" "Why do I feel like this is going to happen one day?" 

"Who is this person and how do I stop them from committing suicide?" 




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