Burn Me Down ° Lil Peep

7

"TRACY!" I heard Gustav screaming and I woke up.

"shut the fuck up," I said rubbing my eyes coming downstairs.

Gustav ran up to me and hugged me really tight and looked at Tracy and said "mine," all protective pointing at me.

"don't worry man, I didnt come to steal your bitch," he laughed.

"so like what the hell are you doing in town right now," Gustav said.

"I came to see my fucking brother," he said hugging Gustav.

"well, let me take you out man," Gustav said.

"alright lets go" Tracy laughed

"ill be back in a bit baby," he said kissing my cheek

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I woke up because my phone vibrated

Tracy: come to the hospital now

me: what's going on???

Tracy: peep fucked up hurry

I ran to the car and went 80 down the interstate passing everyone and went strait to the hospital.

I ran through the doors and saw Tracy sitting in a chair sleeping. I looked down at my watch and it was 2:37 am.

"Uh Tracy?" I said poking his shoulder

"yes babe?" he said jumping up.

"where is he?" I asked

"back there," he said pointing to a hallway.

"what did he do?" I started to cry.

"oh come here," he opened his arms out for me "he'll be fine"

so I cried on his shoulder for a bit until we both fell asleep.

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"anyone here for Gustav Ahr?"

"that's us!" Tracy jumped up.

"come this way," the guy said taking us down the hallway that Tracy pointed to last night when I asked where he was.

when he opened the door I saw my peepers body.

I knew he was alive but he looked gone.

"what happened?" I said letting a tear drip down my face.

"he took a bunch of everything at the party last night," Tracy told me.

i looked at the hospital guy to make sure it was alright for me to go in and he nodded.

I walked in and grabbed a chair nearby and put it right next to his bed and put my head by where his arm was and shut my eyes.

"is he ok?" I said without even opening my eyes.

"he's fine, he's just sleeping right now," the doctor said.

I felt his arm move out from under me and he sprung up

"can i get the fuck out of here?" Gustav said rubbing his eyes

"PEEP," Tracy screamed as I brought him into the tightest hug ever.

"we have to do some more tests, and I'll send him out when he's ready to leave," the doctor told us.

he opened the door and motioned for us to leave.

we waited for about 10 minutes before Peep ran out to us. he picked me up and sprung me around.

"I almost fucking died," He said when he put me down with a tear in his eye.

I didn't know if I was happy, sad, or mad. well I was obviously happy he was here, but he was so fucking dumb for doing all that shit. I was sad because I couldn't imagine living without my baby.

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