I feel so depressed. So unloved. Missing someone I can't even have with me right now. I have to wait and see him Monday because a whole week off for spring break.
I try to distract myself will role plays that doesn't work. I try sleeping but when i wake up depression is the first thing I think about besides the one I love.
I'm writing this with tears. I usually fight back my tears but I can't control them right now.
People say it gets better. In the beginning I believed it but now I don't and I don't think I ever can again.
People that are my blood family I tried telling them that I was depressed and sucidal but they don't listen. I don't tell my friends because I don't want trouble them.
When did my life get so shitty.
YOU ARE READING
Short Stories and Stuff
RandomWell, just short stories and whatever I fell like writing. I also write a little bit about my life.
