Stuck In The Moment

Chapter 3.

I had to do this for Louis.I had to face Zayn.He interwined our fingers and  we jogged there.I went in and I saw Niall and Liam there.They turned around and looked at me,they had a huge smiles on their faces.

Niall ran up to me and gave me a 'Horan hug'.It felt so good.I missed spending time with all of them.He kept on squizing me tight and tight until I ran out of breath."Niall,I'm dying!"I shouted.He finally let go and I ran up to Liam.I put my legs around his waist as I ran up to him.He put his hands on my waist and spun me around.His smell was good.I loved Liam's smell.

He put me down and we chatted for a minute."Where's curly boy?"I've asked dying to see him."He's with Zayn!"Niall said with that beautiful irish accent.I loved his accent.By now I was sat on Louis' lap and we've explained to Liam and Niall everything that happened."That's horrible!"said Liam with an worried voice.

Our faces turned to face the door as Harry entered the door.In a split second I was hugging him and playing with his curls,I've almost fogot about Zayn until.....

He entered the room.Everyone looked at eachother and there was an awkard silence.Lou looked at me,came up to me,and hugged me from behind,leaving a little kiss on my neck which made me moan.Zayn looked at me realising what just happened.I sat on Lou's lap again as we settled down next to the boys again.

"We have something to tell you..."Louis started.I gazed at him like he was the only one in the world.

"Yes?"Zayn said.That voice.That voice that made me shiver everytime I've heard it.That only voice that can make my heart race a mile and my eyes open wide up.

"Me....and...Lus...are...dating."There was it.He's done it.He said it.I gave him a peak on the cheek as I put my arms around him.I could feel Zayn gazing at me.I just closed my eyes tryed to ignore it.I tried to concentrate on Louis but I couldn't.Zayn was too strong so there was I again,starring at him.

That face,that exact face he left me with when we broke up.I looked up at him in agony.He was about to cry.So now he knows how I feel.Memories killed right now and my eyes were about to explode again.My body was trembling.This thing happened when I was near him,I guess it was love.

"Let's eat!"Harry shouted."Yeah,I'm hungry!"Louis said."Erm,as we didn't see you in ages and me and Zayn bought some food,we'll go to the kitchen and we'll cook for you!"He said.Louis looked like he liked the idea."With Lucy too."Harry addead.

Great.Thanks Harry.I looked at Louis with the 'I-can-handle-this' look.But really,I couldn't!He let go of me and I felt like I was walking through fire.Zayn was behind me,coming closer and closer.I felt my heart pumping harder and harder,faster and faster.I've put my hand over my chest,feeling like I was about to faint.He ran up to me,looking worried."Are you alright?"He asked.I was blocked.I didn't know what to say,I just gazed at him."It's okay,you'll be okay."Liam said,giving me a hug.I felt same again,calming down.

"Liam,don't tell ou please."We finally took the things out of the bags and started to cook them.Zayn was next to me,which was pressuring me and making me nervous.I started cutting a carrot while Zayn was staring at me.I've cut my finger and it started bleeding.Zayn looked at my finger shocked.He came up to me and took my finger in his hand.I tryed to pull it away but he started to suck the blood away.The boys didn't realise and I stopped looking at him.I looked down.He stopped sucking the blood off,lifted my headcup and made eye contact.I avoided him.

"How can you move on so quick?"He mumbled to me.I looked at him in agony."You don't love me,Zayn.Louis does."He looked ito my eyes."Okay,this is what you want,then this is how it'd be."