Why don't we imagines,preferences,and smuts

Why me -Jack avery

Bella Pov: I'm just sitting in my room looking on Instagram and stumble a picture of my boyfriend. He was just looking out into space (picture above )and I just stared at the wall wondering why me out of all the girls in the world he chooses me him jack avery 1/5 of the Internet sensation and me Bella just an ordinary girl who saw him at a park. I was thinking when all of a sudden I get interrupted by him barging into room looking tired and happy.
J:hey baby what are you doing?
B:nothing just thinking of something.
I guess he could tell that I was upset about something and he said
J:come on don't lie what's wrong be honest with me.
B: It's just that... why me?
J: What do you mean
B: I mean out of all the more beautiful girls in the world you chose me and you live with me and all my problems.
J:what problems?
B: Jack you know that i'm a mess i have depression I have put you through a death that was all my fault and yet you still stay with me I don't want you to have to take care of me for the rest of my life and I know you are struggling with it and I haven't helped you through it. It's just you helping me with my problems and I don't want that for me or you I have to take part in this relationship too and if it's mean that I have to give up some stuff for you I would gladly do it and I just don't want to- I was  then interrupted yet again by a pair of lips on mine he pushed me back to where my back is against the headboard while still in this kiss he then slowly pulls away and I sit up.

B: what was that for?

J: "I couldn't have you keep on talking negatively about your self when you shouldn't. I need you know that I love you and I'm so thankful for that day I ran into you at the park because if I didn't where would I be and Where would you be,and i'm so thankful for that day I went to your house and saw you in the bathroom because if I didn't then you probably wouldn't be here so all those moments are  just another thing I am so,so,so grateful for because I love you and nothing can ever change that so I need you to understand that the question you ask why me? My  answer is Why not don't ever forget that I will always love you to the moon and back"by time he ended his rant we he was tearing up and I was already crying with tears down my face. He took his thumb and wiped them away and I did the same to the few that slid down his cheek.

B: "I love you too so much and I hope you know that I will never ever stop loving you"

After that we kinda just cuddled until we fell asleep while watching the notebook I fell asleep knowing that I have the best boyfriend and that nothing could ever come in between us. When I woke up I realized that jack had gone home and I went downstairs and on the counter was a bunch of roses they were all red but one it was white and there was a note it said "you are special to me and to everyone else don't let any body tell you otherwise"-J.

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