Rebel Maloley

Chapter 9

Skylar's POV

"This is a picture of me and Johnson." He sighs.

"First, more important shit to worry about right now and second why the fuck couldn't you just tell me that? That you knew who's fucking house this was?" I start losing my shit about the tiniest of things then before I even give him a chance to say anything I scream, "You know what just forget it, I'm going for a blunt. Come find me when you ready to get your shit together and leave." I throw my arms up and walk out of the house slamming every door I walk through.

I head to the truck to grab my blunt and someone drives up and parks on the side of the road. As I bent over I see them filming me so I grab my blunt light it and head straight over to them. "Got a fucking problem?!" I scream at the person in the car. She must have been in her like mid twenties and she just stared I'm guessing scared for her life. "No? Fuck off then!" I shout blowing my smoke in her face and I walk off as she speeds off in her BMW. "Fucking whore." I mumble to my self rolling my eyes as I take another puff of my blunt and walk over to the truck.

I lay down in the back of it smoking it when someone walks over to me, "Skylar..?"

I sit up really quickly and see Skate making direct eye contact with me. "Problem? No? Then fuck off." I shout at him lying back down. 

"Wow. What happened? Why are you here? I thought we were getting along again. I thought -" he starts and I cut him off. 

"You thought fucking wrong okay!? You thought I we were getting along? We were. You thought I loved you? Aw how cute. I don't love any mother fucker. So if your gonna sit here and cry to me then just fuck off."  I scream in his face and I see him tear up and walk away. That actually killed me I swear I feel like shit for saying that but if I hadn't then he would just keep trying to be the perfect older brother, until he leaves me again and doesn't say a word. At least this way if he tries to leave again I won't be as bothered. It's happened before. It can happen again. 

I grabbed my ear phones and put on SAD! - XXXTENTACION and sang along quietly as I waited for Jack to drive me away from this shit hole. 

"Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide if your ever gonna let me know
Suicide, if you ever try to let go,uh
I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah
 Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide if your ever gonna let me know
Suicide, if you ever try to let go,uh
I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah

I gave her everything
She took my heart and left me lonely
I think broken heart's contagious
I won't fix, i'd rather weep
I'm lost then I'm found
But it's torture bein' in love
I love when you're around
But I fuckin' hate when you leave

Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide if your ever gonna let me know
Suicide, if you ever try to let go,uh
I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah
Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide if your ever gonna let me know
Suicide, if you ever try to let go,uh
I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah

Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide if your ever gonna let me know
Suicide, if you ever try to let go,uh
I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah
Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide if your ever gonna let me know
Suicide, if you ever try to let go,uh

I'm sad, I know, yeah, I'm sad, I know, yeah "

By the time I finished the song Jack's here and I just stare at him proper gone out and roll my eyes blowing my smoke in his face. "You ready to tell me what's wrong? I saw you shouting at that car earlier, I saw you shouting at your brother and I know for a fact that somethings up so tell me and I'm not gonna leave until you tell me whats up." he says sitting in front of my, taking the blunt out of my mouth and holding my hands down to make to I don't hit him I guess?