chapter 12

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warning: you will cry! (if you picture it in your mind, (i teared up a bit) lol, so yeah)

kevin POV

It has been 3 months now since the incident, and my heart is tearing apart at the thought of what happened that day. i had to face scott which was very difficult, because i didnt like seeing him that way. and now mitch is gone, and the fact that i couldnt save him, but he tried to save me and scott.

mitch is gone and it is all my fault.

flashback*

i spent hourse looking for mitch's body, with scott still on my shouders, the river was flowing quite rapidly and i was starting to loose hope that i would find him. a few minutes later scott woke up. he looked at me as if he just saw a nightmare.

'kevin, i just had the most scariest dream ever, i dreamt that i had lost my memory, and that and couldnt recognise who mitch was and that i hated starbucks, oh my god that was one of the worst bits. and that i thought mitch was a stranger and that i was kidnapped so i ran away from home and mitch was chasing after me and i fainted in the hut me and mitch used to hang in the holidays, and he fell into a river...just...like...we..are...now! k-kevin, tell me i-it was a dream!' he said sounding quiet at the end.

my jaws dropped in shock that it couldve fallen right off. first of all scott thought what ever he really experianced was a nightmare, but the worst part was, i-i had to tell him mitch was gone.

i dropped down onto my knees and placed my hand onto my face and weeped like i have never weeped before. i looked up at scott who was shaking his head in disbelief,

'no...no....ha your lying' he said without emotion, seeing scott like this was worser than seeing him without a memory.

i couldnt form the word to tell him, my mouth open in vain to try and say something but not a sound came out. scott had tears streaming down his cheeks.

it hurt to know that mitch was gone, but it hurt more that scott has to suffer like thiis for the rest of his life. i knew how much he loved mitch, he told me about this first, everytime i used to see them together smiling, i always looked at scott, and he would look at me as if to say 'stop staring, and smiling like a goofball' which i couldnt help.

'k-ke-kev-kevin' he managed to say choking on his own words 'it was my fault wasnt it?'

'if i hadnt tried to confront thomas none of this would have happened, i wouldnt have forgotten my memory, i wouldnt have run away, i wouldnt have been in this forest making mitch run after me and..falling..i-into..the..w-water' he stuttered whilst crying again.

i went over and hugged him. but when i reached in, he said something that took the life out of him

'i killed him' he said dropping his head into my chest.

flashback over*

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ever since then kirstie,avi and i, were always trying to convince him to go out. to eat something, to have fun, but he would simply reply

'nothing is fun without mitch' and shut the door on us. we all stayed at his house, and scott has become thin, weak and very pale. if he ever eats anything he eats about 3 spoons before placing it the food away. and survives the rest of the day with water.

he restricts us from entering his room, and i am the only one who knows why. i secretly went into his room when he was having a shower and it pains me to say. he had put up pictures of mich everywhere, in his room. not even an inch of he wall was to be seen blank.

a couple of weeks bacck kirstie found out that scott had been cutting. so we had to hide all sharp object from him. he never wears short sleeves anymore. and almost half of his clothes were thown away because of the blood stain that never washed away.

he has stopped singing, using the same reason 'nothing is fun without mitch' he has stopped smiling, he stopped listening to music, pentatonix had to come to a stop, and superfruit, is all he ever watches, but never any videos. because 'nothing is fun without mitch'

he keeps wyatt to himself saying that 'he is the only thing i have of mitch' whenever wyatt goes out scott always waits impatiently for him to get back, i think because of the fact that he doesnt want to lose wyatt like he lost mitch. but he takes care of wyatt.

but today, after 3 long months he has agreed to go out. we are all going to town and stay there for a couple of days. when we reach there we will get scott to see a doctor, just to make sure he is okay, which he is clearly not by the looks of it, but we need more detail. we cant do anything without knowing what is actually wrong with him.

i really hope that he comes out of this trauma as soon as possible, becuase i dont want scott to be like this.

??? POV

'the patients health is detoriating, no improvement are noticable. we must inject it now otherwise the patient could die. nurse, pass me the injection. please.'

'yes sir'

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'excuse me doctor! how is he now!'

'we have injected him with a stablizer, which should keep him stable for a couple of days, but after that period of time, if no improvements are made, then the patient will stay in a coma, with a very unlikely chance of surviving.'

'so are you tellingme, he could die if he doesnt wake up, within the next few days.

'yes ma'am' the doctor replied walking away.

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SORRY IF YOU CRIED.

OKAY.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN NOW!. comment cuz i want to know!

SHOUT OUT TO youtuberfanfic1904 WHO GOT THE ANSWER RIGHT FOR THE POV PART. READ HER BOOK - what a dream and little bridesmaids 1 and 2

another shout out in next chapter!

STAY FRUITY! XX

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