Why do I have to love you

Shopping

2 Month's later

Seth finally got out of the hospital, He apologized to Haley who accepted it and they were back friends. Devin was two months pregnant, Mathew asked her to move in with him she did and their happy, Aj he's been in rehab for two months he's doing allot better. Seth asked Haley out and Devin didn't like the idea of it she always thought Haley would be with..... Mathew he wasn't to sure about it but got use to the idea and Haley finally said yes.

:::Haley's Pou:::

"Seth stop!" I scream as he tickles me "I...I...I will beat you with my shoe!" I say as Seth smirks

"Go ahead" Seth says and I was tempted, I grabbed my house shoe and hit him with it "Ow" He says in defeat "You win" He says and I smile in success, I felt so bad for what happened to Seth so I said yes when he asked me out, I told Mathew that and he said that I shouldn't be with someone because of guilt, I knew he was right but I didn't have the guts to tell Seth. Me and Devin were suppose to go shopping today, She's been wanting girl time, let me just say she was complaining we don't spend much time when I see her everyday over at Mathews house, I walked in Mathews house and he was watching football, of course

"You remind me so much of Aj" I say and Mathew glares at me

"No I don't!" Mathew says in denial "I get it, you miss him" Mathew says smirking

"No! I just I don't know I miss the a hole" I say and Mathew chuckles, I walk into the kitchen and see Devin trying to make eggs, she failed and burnt the eggs

"First person I've seen make eggs black" I say and Devin narrows her eyes

"Its hard! I feel awful so I thought I would eat something but I burn it, being pregnant sucks" Devin says and I raise an eyebrow

"I mean I can't wait til the baby's born" Devin says trying to change the subject

"Next time wear a C-o-n-d-o-m" I say and Mathew starts laughing

"What's funny?" Devin asked Mathew

"You two disguising that and Devin burning eggs" He laughs and Devin throws a frying pan at him, he dunked and just laughed even harder

"Moron" I mutter

"I know right" Devin mutters. Me and Devin finally get to go shopping and eat something that's not burnt (I'm just saying).

We arrive at the mall and Devin stares at me weirdly "What?" I asked

"I didn't wanna say this in front of Mathew but what the hell is up with you acting strange?" Devin says and I just stare at the ground while we walk

"Umm" I mutter

"Telling Mathew he reminds you of Aj?" Devin says and I just give her a glare

"Umm" I stutter "Just miss him" I say and she smiles 

"What about Seth?" She asks

"I'm not sure he's a real nice guy but I don't like him like that I felt bad for what happened and when he asked me out I just couldn't say no, as easy as you think it was he almost died, me rejecting him would of been wrong and would of made me feel guilty" I say 

"But your dating him because of guilt, you think it's your fault he did that, it's not he knew what he was doing, yes I get where we thought it was Aj's fault but truthfully we never thought of it being Seth's fault, we blamed Aj for something he didn't do, he didn't tell Seth to do that, he didn't tell Seth to even talk to Frazier and here we are blaming him for something he didn't even do, but then when you think of it, it's kinda Aj's fault Aj just didn't leave for New York because he wanted to but he left because he felt it was his fault, Seth was laying in a hospital bed while Aj was okay we blamed Aj because Seth was the one that got hurt, if it was the other way around we would of blamed Seth, but did we ever think about Seth having a option to do that stuff?" She asked me I nod 

"I do need to asked Seth about that, It really is bothering me you know" I say as me and Devin walk into a clothing section

"I knew it would, What's bothering me is Mathew" Devin says and I put my eyebrows up

"Why?" I say

"Ever since Aj left he's been feeling really bad about getting in a fight with him" Devin say's 

"I'll talk to him" I say and we just look look around for clothes.

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Me and Devin bought allot of clothes, We stopped at my house and dropped off my things (No, Mickey does not live here anymore she lives with Patrick) We drove back too Mathew's house and I saw him sitting down on the porch I nodded to Devin and she just went to put her stuff in the house, I walked over to Mathew and sat down beside him

"Mathew what's wrong?" I asked, he just nods

"Nothing" He say's

"Come on, your my best friend I know when something is wrong" I say and he gives me a 'I know' look

"I shouldn't of got in a fight with Aj before he left" He said

"We all should of never pinned the situation on him, but guess what he forgives you and you shouldn't be ashamed of what happened, He know's why you did it and he does not care he got over it, If anything I should be the one upset, I was the one that just blamed him" I say and hug Mathew

"Your right" He says and hugs me "Aren't I always?" I joke and he nods.

After me and Mathew talk we all just sit in his living room and watch tv. We watched tv for awhile and I finally got tired, Devin wanted me to stay over so I did. I was laying on the couch it's so uncomfy! I started moving around trying to find a comfortable spot but I couldn't, Devin walked in and started laughing at me 

"It's not funny! This couch is so uncomfortable" I say and she smiles

"Why don't you just sleep in Aj's old room?" She say's and I refuse "Why? One night like he'd care" Devin says and I refuse again "Want me to call him and asked?" She says 

"NO!" I say and grab her phone "Fine i'll sleep in their happy?" I mutter and she smiles, I hand her the phone back and go up to Aj's room, I open the door and saw it was messy like always, Clothes were scattered around the floor, coke can's were on his dresser, I walked over torge his dresser and saw a picture of me, Aj, Devin, and Mathew at the beach, I started smiling he had his arms around my waist while, While Mathew had his around Devin, I stopped looking at the picture and looked around he had posters up of rock bands and in the corner I saw a pile of trash which made me smile a little more he's so messy I think to myself I sat on his bed and say a end table by his bed, I look in it and guess what I find, condom's and playboy magazines gross right? I realized something and my eyes widened I was sitting on his bed that he has had s*x with random girl's on, I am pretty sure the sheet's are washed tho at least I hope so, Okay now I am thinking about going back to the uncomfortable couch. I layed in Aj's bed and went to sleep smiling I don't quite know why.