FAKE LOVE.

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♕ to get this straight, hana and jungkook are/were best friends

you / italics
jungkook / bold

. . .

i never want to admit this.
but i knew that every time you said that you were spending time with your 'hyungs',
you were spending time with hana.
but i was fine.
the pain fades when i found a picture of you and her kissing.
the pain fades when the blade brushes against my wrist.
the pain fades when i throw all the presents and flowers you gave me.
the pain fades when i delete all the pictures we took.
the pain fades when i found out that everything you have given me,
you gave those to hana too.
and now that i noticed the true reality, i knew that i wasn't special like how you made me feel like when we first met.

i didn't know what to give hana for her birthday.
so i gave her what i gave you for her birthday as well.
when you came over to her party,
i tried to forget those times where hana 'accidentally' kissed me,
but i returned the kiss.
and all those times, i forgot about you.
but thought of a future with her.

. . .