Life Saver...

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Hi, my name is Hannah, but no one actually calls me that. All of the people who actually know me and aren't just reading my name off of an attendance sheet for the first time, call me Han.

Yeah I know, kind of a weird name but it works. I've always been Han. The name doesn't really have any like significance; it wasn't my great, great, great grandmother's name or anything, it's just kind of what stuck.

Alright, enough about my name; I'm 18, graduating high school in a week and I'm kind of an outsider, well according to my parents anyway. I don't think I'm an outsider; I just don't really like to go outside much. Sue me.

Yeah I'm kind of a twitter junkie. And by twitter junkie, I mean that I stay in my bed pretty much 90% of the day, on my one direction twitter account. I made it over 2 years ago and I've been going strong ever since. So yeah, I haven't been there since the very beginning, but can you blame me? I mean I live in Boston so I didn't even know who those beautiful boys were until they came here for the first time. Now I'm not gonna tell you every detail about my obsession with one direction, if you wanna know about it you can follow me for yourself (@hallelujaharold).

But what I will tell you is that they saved my life. They really did.

Now a lot of people say that, but what does it actually mean?

When someone says that a band saved their life, theyre not bullshitting. I'll tell you that much.

When someone says that it usually means that whoever they claim to be their saviors were there when no one else was. They pulled them out from the dark hole that they were trapped in for so long. Maybe they helped that person stop self-harming, or helped them with their eating disorder, or their family troubles. Whatever it is, they feel that they owe their entire life, their entire existence to this person, or people. At least, that what it means for me.

Most of what I just said applies to me, some stuff is not quite there. It's hard to explain. I'll get to it eventually.

But this band pulled me out from the dark hole that I was in for so long. I didn't want to see or talk to anyone. I thought that I was completely worthless and that I just wanted to die. I wanted to die. I still do sometimes, but they've helped me mask those demonic thoughts in my head, so I can mostly get through the day.

I can tell you one thing for sure. I would not be here today without them.

And I can never thank them enough for that.

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So... why am I telling you all of this? Well, I just told you that I'm graduating high school in a week right? Well I decided to buy myself a graduation gift. Mostly because my parents wouldn't buy me one so I had to take on that responsibility.

So I bought myself a ticket to see the boys when they come to Boston! Just one though. I don't really wanna take anyone from my school because, frankly, none of them deserve to go. I don't know why but I just get really mad when people from my school talk about how much they "love" the boys. I think it's because I know how much the boys mean to me, but everyone else doesn't. And I don't know it just makes me really angry.

But anywayyyyy.....

I'm beyond excited and extremely anxious for them to come here. I just, really...really want to meet them. I've been waiting so long for them to come and I just need to tell them how much they've helped me.

Especially Harry.

I don't care what all those little teeny-boppers say about me being a "fake fan" because I have a favorite. I love all the boys exactly the same, but for some reason, Harry just has a special place in my heart. He did absolutely nothing for me personal, but I feel like he was just there when I needed him.

And frankly, the people who say that are like 12 and wearing the 2011 merch so you can take about 10 thousand steps back, bye bitch.

Alright, it is finals week so I'm gonna go and study, but I'll catch up with you guys before the concert.

Goodbye for now!

~Hannah

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A/N

Hey guys! So i'm hannah! yes my name actually is hannah. and this story is pretty much entirely based on my life so yea ive been wanting to write it for a while so im finally doing it. Some details about hannah's life are a little different than mine but its basically the same idea.

Alright well enjoy! And please vote and comment as much as you want !