Flux of light

•Chapter Seven•

"This.... is good"

I know I cooked it for you.

Just like I did almost every night for the past 5 freaking years

" thanks"

There was sound of forks scrapping the plates and glasses that were once lifted be placed back on the table.

" I know you met Julia"

So Charles told him.

It's obvious he doesn't know me well to even say that.

"I didn't go to that bistro if you were wondering. I prefer to hear all my husbands secrets from him not someone who wants to be with me"

" well I prefer to keep work at work if that's what you mean by secrets "

"In that case you're all ways working. So your whole life is a secret now I guess. Cool."

"Kendall lis-"

"Can we not right now this is the first dinner we had together in years let's just enjoy it"

"I think it's best we talk"

I was growing angry.

At him
At his secrets
At Julia
At myself
At this marriage
At everything to this point.

I'm done

and so tired

"Fine you want to talk than talk"

" You know what I do at work is a lie and it's dangerous to tell you. I don't want to bring that stuff home to you"

"YOUR NEVER HOME!"

I'm over it
I've tired being so lonely.
I've been alone all my life and to think things would change the moment I got down on one knee. Scratching my head a felt the scar imbedded between the follicles.

"Kendall I do all of this shit for you "

"Why stay? You don't love me , hell you don't even sleep in the same bed as me. Do I disgust you that much?"

"What!? No Kendall"

" I gave you 5 years of my life to get nothing but crapped on. I wanted so bad to met Julia there just to be closer to a man I married because we loved each other.I just want him back.Please give him back to me."

"Tell me what to do Kendall! What can I do!"

"Sign them"

My voice was so dry and rough. I knew tears was streaming down yet he still had no emotion on his face. Just his eyebrows scrunched toward his hairline.

"What?"

" I want you to sign the divorce papers. Put your signature on a piece of paper and end your suffering from me."