why you ?

is this me?

The room is silent after a long conversation of you being a girl not a boy, it was awkward.
you started staring into mid air waiting for him to leave the room so you can change but he wasn't so you sit down on the floor while your thinking with a focused face,as you were thinking about why he would ever think a guy would ever agree to dress as a girl let alone go to a party with another man especially if they were not gay.
you felt  someone stroking your hair, you were in deep thoughts so you didn't realise it, but then the hand moved and slapped on your chest "wow it really is flat no wonder I thought you were a guy" says the voice.
you don't even look and grab his hand twisting it in a position that he is unable to move and is laying on the ground.
"what the hell do you think your doing touching girls chest, that's sexual harassment you know" you say in anger as you bend down to catch his eyes who were before focused on his bruised arm.

       *namjoon's point of view*

after y/n said to me she was a girl I was stuttering, it was such a shock to me, it felt awkward to say anything anymore so I just stood and thought for a while.

I said to my self what if she's lying I mean she looks like a good looking man to me it's hard to believe she is a girl.

then I move closer to her to see if she is wearing a wig, but her hair is soft and straight with pastel blue dye on it which is going to gray shades at the roots and at the skin blend parts around her neck, it's very secure too so it must be real hair.

there must be some other explanations, oh I know maybe she has a chest and she is hiding it, I whent ahead without thinking and bam slapped my hand against her chest  it was soft but as flat as an ironing board, this convinced me that she was probably lying about being a girl and maybe she was messing with me as a pay back for asking her to be my date, but...wait she can't be that smart.
seconds later I see a angry face looking towards me then before the next minute i know I'm on the ground with a bruised arm. it stings and hurts like hell, I'm just glad it's not broken. yup if she doesn't like being touched at the chest area she is definitely a girl.

                 *back to Y/N view*

namjoon looks up to see you still with angry eyes so he says with a serious face and slowly gets up " oh sorry, I was just finding it hard to believe your a girl but now I'm convinced despite your chest being so flat and you being so strong."
"I know my chest is flat but you shouldn't touch people like that  understand?" you say this because you know he wasn't attempting to harass you.
he slowly shakes his head showing that he understands, then waves and walks out of the room so you can change.

                    *1 hour later*

you have been in this room for 1 whole hour you are so bored in there because you weren't interested in anything they were doing to you, all you did was chose colours you didn't even bother choosing styles because you didn't care at all and finally when it was over you let out a big sigh and walked towards this big mirror as you struggled in high heels.
you saw yourself  with fake pad chest in your shirt,you make a unimpressed face, then your eyes see the ginger brown hair wig that was let out freely on your shoulder which was a bit wavey. you are wearing cute stylish silver earrings that were made of real diamonds with a tow string attached piece on your ears which stood out alot. you had a silver delicate watch and midfinger rings on almost all of your fingers. there are some peach coloured facke nails on your hands making your hands look beautiful and thin. there was a choker you were wearing with the yin yang sign on it. your makeup was light and not over did  you had a thin brown eyeliner with brown mascara and peachy blush on your cheeks with a lipstick that whent from flushed pink to pastel pink making your lips look beautiful.
you were wearing a mini, high waist, mint green skirt with a crop top with drops shoulders that was rose gold , your pale flesh is shown so much in that outfit making you look stunning.

you were shocked as you saw yourself you could not believe it is you.
you kept on staring at yourself while turning.

After a while the two maids complemented how good you looked making you blush then they said to you that it's time for the party so they waved their good bye and started cleaning the room up.