Connor and Tylers secret

Finishing what we started

-Connor-

Right when Zoe left I felt this pain in my chest. What is he going to say, does he even like me back. While I was thinking about all the negatives he kissed me . Tyler fucking Oakley kissed me. As he pulled away, he said.

"I like you a lot. I just didn't want to weird you out with our friendship. " He said in a sexy voice if u ask me ." But Connor I don't think we can b-.

"Just fucking forget I even said something about this. ok." I blurted out and ran to the door.

"Where are you going? Are you ok Connor? Zoe said.

"I'm fucking fine just have a headache!" I said hurtfully... more hurtfully than I intended to.

As I walked to my car I heard Tyler yell something. I was crying way to loudly and i couldn't hear him. I didn't want to. I started my car and drove back to the house. i knew the whole O2L gang would be there in 20 minutes so i was trying to get myself together, but I couldn't do it. My heart wouldn't allow me to get myself together. Then I hear the interview with One Direction and Harry said, "The feeling of control is always an illusion right? But it's a pretty easy illusion to cling onto while you're well. Don't let something or someone take your voice.Tell them how you feel. Tell them you're in love with them even if there not in love with you. I just want my fans to know," He paused to take a deep breath, "everyone in life is going to hurt you, but you have to pick the ones it's worth hurting for." The interview was interputed by a phone call.. Tyler

Me: Hello

Tyler: Are you ok? Where are you, you're not home

Me: Yea I'm just cruising... Why wouldn't I be?

I try to act like I haven't been crying for the past half-hour. I wish I never told him. But I really wished he felt the same.

Tyler: I Can tell you have been crying. Why are you lying to me?

Me: I have to go. Talk to you later... Bye.

Tyler: I lo-

I walked in the house and the while O2L group was there."What's wrong" I asked dumpfounded.

"Where in the hell have you been. Why are you not answering your phone. I've called numerous times. I was worried sick." Ricky said starting to ball up in tears.

All of a sudden I see a familiar lavender colored haired boy walk down the stairs... It was Tyler.