Regrets Collect Like Old Friends (Ben Bruce fan-fic)

Hey Mr. Bruce

"Thank you." I blushed and snatched the cigarette out of his hand. Obviously, this was Ben Bruce here for the photo-shoot. "Lighter?"

"Sure." Ben smiled and pulled out a red lighter from his front left pocket to hold out in front of me, "You look great by the way."

Hold the fuck up.

"That's only because you're here." I took the lighter without making eye-contact and lit the cigarette, "You know, famous rockstar."

"I am most defiantly the famous rockstar you speak of." Ben chuckled as I handed him back the lighter and took a drag. My whole insides were melting with each word that came out with that beautiful accent of his.

"Let's get this going." I turned around quickly and rushed over to Bryan who was adjusting the camera on the tripod, "Your rockstar is here."

"Great!" Bryan must have had the camera angled how he wanted because afterwards he rushed to greet Benjamin. I watched as most of the girls came rushing over to see this rockstar with little slips of paper and you could tell Ben was enjoying every minute. "ALRIGHT LADIES, MR. BRUCE NEEDS TO DO THIS PHOTO-SHOOT."

"He's obviously so hot nobody can resist him." I thought to myself and ended up saying it out loud but hopefully nobody heard that. Bryan led Benjamin to the end of the bed and told him how to pose but either way he was still so fucking sexy.

"Kyla on the other end." Bryan shouted as he walked to his camera. Ben gave me a cheeky grin as I walked past him to sit on the other end of the bed. "Now I need you to put your hand out still holding the cigarette."

"Sure thing." I exclaimed back and did as I was told while Bryan gave more details to Ben. My part would be faded out except for the smoke. We took at least 5 more photos of different poses on the bed then the one where we were together was pretty new for me.

"Kyla sit next to Ben." Bryan said then I shuffled my way to sit by Ben who was scrolling through his phone. "I will be right back. Stay put!"

"Got it Bryan." I exclaimed back then took another drag of the cigarette. Ben put his phone back in his pocket and turned to talk to me which was extremely hard not to blush at that accent.

"So how you liking the photo shoot?" Ben smiled, "I'm enjoying it so far."

"It's not all the time I get rockstars to pose next to." I giggled and stared into his eyes, "Your eyes are so beautiful."

"Oh stop it." Ben said in a gay accent and stuck his lips out. I'm fucking melting at the cuteness so I laughed awkwardly and shoved his shoulder.

"You're so fucking weird." I chuckled then Bryan returned with the red lipstick from ealier. He rushed and handed the lipstick to me.

"Put a lot of this on your lips."

"Fine." I looked at Ben, "Give me your phone."

"Okay." Ben laughed and pulled out his phone. I grabbed his iPhone and used the facing camera to apply the lipstick then afterwards I handed it back to Bryan.

"Why did I have to do this again?"

"Pucker up." Bryan chuckled, "I need you to kiss Ben's face for the last photo of you two together."

So let me get this straight. It's now my job to kiss Ben's face with my red lipstick as of now and I ain't even mad but I'm blushing like a tomatoe. HALP.

"Well we might as well get started." Ben winked, "Little privacy, please?"

"Make it quick." Bryan sneered and walked off to return the lipstick to Amy. I blushed and looked at Ben who had a half smile that was making me all mushy inside.

"Don't make this awkward for me." I giggled with my huge grin and leaned in closer to Ben who just closed his eyes.

"Go on ahead, love." Not too sure if Ben was trying to be seductive but it was working so well. I kissed his left cheek softly then his right cheek but I thought I'd add more so I kissed small pecks around his lips then oops. Our lips touched gently but I squealed and scooted away.

"There." I chuckled and had my hand clasped over my blushing face, "Enjoy it?"

"You're the one who's blushing." Ben opened his eyes and smiled back at me, "Kyla?"

"Wow, you remember my name." I blushed even more and giggled, "Goddamn it Mr. Bruce you're making me blush too much."

"My pleasure." Ben whispered then Bryan returned and told us how he wanted us to pose. My pose was looking at the camera with a daze-no-face-expression-while-raising-my-eyebrow with the cigarette in hand while Ben basically eye fucked the camera.

The rest was Bryan's doing because afterwards I thanked Ben and gave him a quick hug while the girls raided him with their numbers again. Benjamin was about to leave until I remembered I had his phone.

"Wait Ben!" I called after him until he turned around, "Your phone."

"Oh right." Ben held out his hand as I pulled out his phone and handed it to him. I also might have forgotten to mention we didn't break eye-contact so basically I'm losing my "eye-fucking virginity" to him. "Thank you."

"You're welcome." I gulped as he slid the phone in his pocket and turned around. It sucked he didn't ask for my phone number but I guess it was for the best. I watched the door shut after him which made me feel even more depressed that the cutest rockstar just left after flirting with me.

Oh Benjamin.