I like that I planned with my best friend an escape from that place
~flashback~
omg lola just leave me alone no one cares about me I get it you hate me yada yada yada is all I could think I ran to the attic and cried cried about my life cried about my family cried about me almost killing my self on the day before my seventeenth birthday then I thought to myself why are you crying over this don't let them in like when my grandfather died I cried once when I realize that the only thing that calmed me down was the comfort and love from the animals and family there except for my parents and sister and brother my grandparents were always warm and nice hearted they didn't know what was going on at my house so I didn't tell them I spent most of my time with the horses,wolf_dogs, huskies,germansheperd,and cats and ofcourse my dog hunter who is a dachshund/whennie dog as some call it
flashback over
I then at that moment that I only think of the bad thoughts like when I was eleven and got left at my house all alone for two months no brother no sister and no parents but I wasn't complaining I was happy I mainly just had alex visit or something along that line like jumping,training,racing,and training for dressage at my grandparents house also some trail rides yeah well if I don't stop then there will be no more things to say lol jk and alex will get mad at me for staying on here to long we need to keep moving bye
