I'm Trying

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Me and Justin were sitting in his car listening to music. We were going on a date, and after the dinner date he said that he would take me to a movie. He looked over at me and smiled and grabbed my hand and held it. I smiled at him and then when I looked back at the road he was going to fast that he crashed into the back of someone's car. I passed out for a couple seconds but when I woke up I saw Justin. The car was tiled over on the side of the road. I saw only the seat belt holding him in. I started shaking him. I said "Justin baby, you gotta wake up."
I shook him a couple more times and he still wasn't waking up. I looked at the other car and saw people getting out of it and walking over to us. Someone walked over to my window and opened the door. He took me out and I said "Thank you so much, I am so sorry."
He said "How old are you?"
I said "Umm, I-I'm 16, And my boyfriend in there is 17, he's not waking up."
He looked at he lady that was with him and they looked down and sighed at each other. The lady said "They are just kids Todd."
The man walked away and I saw him pull out his phone. I said "What's he doing."
The lady said "He's calling the ambulance."
I sighed and smiled and said "You have no idea how thankful I am that you guys helped us."
She said "I'm happy that your such a sweet boy."
I smiled and walked over to the car and looked down at Justin. I said "He's not waking up."
A couple minutes later the ambulance showed up and they told us to move back. They had someone pull him out of the car and I saw a bruise around his neck from the seatbelt. I said "Is he ok!"
They started taking him into the ambulance and I said "W-What are you doing!"
The man said "Go to the hospital to see him."
The lady said "Just leave that car here someone will call for it, come with us so we can drive you to the hospital."
Once we got to the hospital I called his parents and they came rushing to the hospital. We walked into his room and I just saw him laying there. I sighed and walked out of the room. I sat against the wall and started crying. I called Daniel and he answered. I said "D-Daniel I'm so scared."
He said "Why what's wrong, let me get Joey."
He called Joeys name and I heard him run downstairs. Daniel put the phone on speaker and said "Now what is it?"
I said "M-Me and Justin were driving t-to a restaurant and then he looked at m-me and held my h-hand and he c-crashed into the back of a car."
Daniel said "Your ok right?"
I said "I'm on the fucking phone with you I'm ok, Justin isn't waking up!"
He said "Stay there me and Joey are coming."
I saw Justin's parents coming in and rushing into the room. His dad said "Tyler what happened!"
I explained and he said "Get out!"
His mom said "Wait, calm down."
He said "It's obviously his fault!"
His mom grabbed his dads arm and pulled him out of the room. I sat down next to his bed and I held his hand. I looked at him and I felt his hand start twitching. He squeezed it and I said "Jay?"
His eyes opened a little and I said "Oh my god I was so worried I love you!"
I kissed his head and he put his hand on the back of my head and said "I love you t-"
Before he could finish I looked up and his line went flat. I started yelling at him saying "Justin no!"
I tried waking him up up but the nurses ran in pulling me off of him. Me and his parents waited in the waiting room until a doctor came out. He walked up to us and we stood up. The doctor said "I am sorry to tell you that your son has died."
I get my eyes watering and I ran out of the hospital. I screamed as I ran out. I sat on the ground pulling my hair and crying. I sat out there for a while but then I saw a car pull up to me. Joey and Daniel got out of the car and ran up to me. Joey said "What's wrong?"
I said "He's dead Dad."
They hugged me and I cried in their arms. I wish this was all a dream.

Thankfully it was. I woke up crying in Justin's arms and our daughter Bella ran in she hopped on the bed and said "Why is daddy crying."
I smiled and said "I'm ok Bell, don't worry I just had a bad dream."
She said "I love you daddy."
I smiled and said "I love you to Bell."
She said "Daddy get out of bed I want blueberry pancakes!"
I smiled and said "But I wanna stay in bed."
She pulled my arm and said "Daddy come on!"
Justin said "I'll make you pancakes."
He got up and picked her up and put her on his hip. I laid down in bed and smiled. I walked into the kitchen and saw Justin making pancakes with Bella waiting for him. I kissed his cheek and Bella said "Hurry I'm hungry."
He said "I'm trying baby girl."

A/N:In case you could not tell this was like a time skip into the future when they are adults and yeah I hopped you guys enjoyed this book because this is the last chapter I love you guys and tell me if you want a new story. Also sorry I just had to add I'm trying to the end of this to make it ya know more sweet and shit lol.