i really fell in love with a thug ( august alsina story). FIRST BOOK

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loyd pov

I never thought of the question he asked why did I hit her I honestly don't know and since I hit her she probably won't want to deal with me but she's not like some other hoe I actually love her and I can say it and mean it but I really fucked up badly

"man August I don't know I really don't know I fucked up bad ya boi. fucked up I just don't know why u know wat I actually do know I didn't want her to know that I was cheating on her but she kept pressure me I didn't know wat to do she kept asking so many questions"

the next thing I know is August having me in a head lock tight really tight

August pov

I was mad because he hit his baby mama not that he knows I will never ever put my hands a female even if u had to die as the result it's just makes a man a pussy ass nigga next thing I know I'm putting him in a headlock telling him

"nigga. u don't put yo hands on any female u suppose to scratch ya balls and get aroused  when u see a fine women like her carrying her self properly unlike these hoes that will set u up for a dollar but instead u wanna put her in a hospital tf is wrong with u my nigga I would kill u if u put yo hands on another female I don't care if we been best friends since diapers cuz if yo mama seen u she would be turning in her damn grave  and my mama would beat the he'll out of u know u gone go to my house so u can talk to her understand?"

then I forgot I had him in a head lock were he couldn't speak boy that makes me upset he got up and we headed home waiting for destiny and Ari and my babygirls to come home damn it's gone be one he'll of a day

destiny pov

we all had got a lot of clothes for the summer it was close we got a couple baby stuff but we don't know the sexes yet so we got unisex stuff we was having fun u know we had to eat he'll but we was heading home we walked in laughing and playing around but everybody stopped when something my nieces said

"hay uncle Loyd we missed u "

my whole world stopped I couldn't believe he was here the man I thought I love and still love Is here Ari looked so mad she ran upstairs and came back down with her pink pistol that August got for her it was so cute but I couldn't move I ways like stuck I was shocked I pray she didn't kill my babies father August stopped her before she could even put a bullet in since she couldn't shoot him she went over there just staring at him and said

"u a bitch made nigga putting yo hands on a female and I know u heard her screaming stop that broke my heart but not yours u kept going  I should fuck u up but I don't want to hurt my seed boy u lucky August took that gun from me put yo hands on her again u would be dead just Like that I swear on my great grandma's grave and I don't put nothing on my grandma buddy"

before she stormed off she slapped the shit out of him it was Like a pimp slap I couldn't help but laugh august took her upstairs and the girls went to there room I didn't wanna speak to him let along be in the same room as him so I headed to my room before I could shut the door there was a foot there

"can I speak to u for a minute"

"nope"

my attempted to shut the door again

"please give me 30 mins please"

"fine but u got 10 and I'm counting so hurry it up"

"I'm so so so sorry destiny I don't know why I hit u I'm gone put everything on the table I was cheating on u and I didn't want u to find out and when u were asking me all those questions it made me angry because I k we I was cheating I'm sorry and when u were gone I seen wat I missed out on I don't even k ow why I cheated i seen some pussy and went for it but I had one at gone and I can't let u slide out of my fingers I will do anything to get u back and that s on my life"

I was glad that he took responsibilities for his actions but I was hurt that he cheated on me I was hurt that the one I love hit and quit another female when I was at home waiting for him to come and pound into me waiting for my love to say I love u even though we never really used that word but it was worth it

I love him and I'm in love with him

"I will forgive u but I will never forget u hurt me l u hurt me bad and u can't repair that the only way u can repair is by being here for your son or daughter and hope they do better than us"

"I will baby. will wait did u just say son or daughter your pregnant y didn't u tell me I would have been there for u"

"because I don't want to bring him or her around any danger I will need u to earn my love back I can't just get back with u it will take time u have to prove to me that u aren't the same "

Loyd went in for a hug and destiny flinched that made him sad that his soon to be baby mama was scared of him the one he was supposed to love and take care of is scared of him he felt like coward

"well I will see u later destiny "

"bye l see u soon and I will call u when the doctor appointment comes alright don't be sad just hang tight I will come around"

"alright I--- i----

LOVE u destiny "

destiny was shocked they had never used the l word she said

"I.........

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