New beginnings ~ LALISSA // Smut warning// DISCONTINUED

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Logan's POV:

        And just like that their gone. I hear the door to my house slam and I see Alissa shake a little bit in shock and then look down. We are both still completely naked, in my bed and Alissa is covering herself up with my sheets. I notice I'm glancing down too. I feel like there is a million thoughts racing through my head and I can't just pick one to focus on. My heart is beating so fast and loud and I feel embarrassed, shocked, and mostly confused. How did this happen? We went from having a simple conversation to...this. I sigh. At the noise, Alissa finally looks up at me and I notice her eyes. They are red and watery. She's been crying. It alarmist makes me cry and I haven't cried in forever. My brother that asshole of a brother of mine has made this beautiful girl cry way too many times. Then it hits me like a cement truck on the freeway. Banks. She lost him too all thanks to my horny self. She doesn't deserve all of this. At this point she was still silently crying and I was on the verge. We were still gazing into each other's eyes and I thought this was a one time thing but seeing her in pain, it broke my heart. Do..? No. Do I? Impossible. Do I... love this girl? I break the silence with two words.

"Come here" I say.

I gently take my hand and put it behind her head and pull her into my chest. I stroke her hair and I whisper things like "Everything is gonna be okay" into her ear. She's still silently crying and each tear that I feel on my chest breaks my heart even more. I can't leave her. But hate him as I may, he's still my brother and I can't love her. I do, I-I do love her but I can't. I can't hurt Banks or my brother like that. Sure I made the diss track and I've fucked her before (Alissa fucked Logan and that's why Jake kicked her out). But at this moment in time, I can't-I won't love Alissa Violet. No matter how much she makes me happy, no matter how long it takes, I have to get over her. But for right now, I have to hold her and comfort her, she doesn't deserve all this.

She pulls away from my chest and looks at me. Her eyes are still red and her cheeks are wet but the tears have stopped rolling. She blinks and a final tear rolls down from her right eye.

"Hi" I say as calmly and quietly as I can while I touch the side of her face with my hand and wipe away the tear with my thumb.

"Hi." She squeaks out meekly.

"We're going to figure this out together, okay?" I tell her, not even realizing what I just said and what it meant.

"Logan?"

"Yes Alissa?"

"Do you promise?"

And without even hesitation I tell her confidently, "Yes Alissa, I promise."

We share a slight smile and then we both let out a breath it seemed like we were holding for hours. We both get up, still all the way naked and put our clothes on.

After we're both dressed we stand just behind the door frame to exit my room. We look at each other, take a deep breath, and she slowly inches her hand toward mine, neither or us looking while we slowly make our way to holding each other's hands. We look at each other, smile and take a step out of the room.

We walk down the stairs and into my main room.

Alissa's POV:

        I can't really do anything but I'm trying to distract myself. I don't know what to call Logan and I but it doesn't matter to me. I'm just soaking up this oddly blissful yet chaotic feeling in the air.

"Wanna watch a movie?" Logan asked me with his amazing smile on his face.

"Sure sounds good." I say. "The perfect distraction" I think to myself.

I follow him into the living room and we sit in my couch.

"So what movie?" I ask.

"What do you wanna watch?" He says.

"How about," I say, dragging out the "o", "Titanic?"

"Fine" He says and looks a little bit annoyed.

I giggle at his annoyance at my movie choice. About halfway into the movie, Logan very smoothly takes him arm and outs it around me and rests his hand on my shoulder furthest away from him.

Some ways into the movie we stop watching the movie really and just use it as mostly a background. Things had gotten heated..again.

I was sitting on Logan's lap, basically grinding on him while we made out, with his arm still around me. My lipstick that I had reapplied was all over Logan's mouth and then the lips prints started to move. Slowly down his neck, onto his collarbone and then I started to play with the neck hole of his shirt with a smirk on my face while he has a finger in the top of my skirt and was playing with the hem of my underwear. And then the teasing stopped and a word was spoken.

"Again?" He said sexily.

"Again." I reply with the same smirk as before.

We both stand up faster than we've ever stood up before and I kick off my shoes. Logan picks me up by my ass and we start to passionately and sloppily kiss. With Logan carrying me I had two free arms and hands. I took one of my hands and palmed him through his pants until I pulled away from the make out and looked down to see a small bit of wetness on his pants. I smirked again and continued to palm him through his pants while my other hand ran through his gorgeous hair and hind into his neck, pulling him feeling into the kiss as Logan kept going up the stairs to his bedroom. I had already planned him so much that by the top of the stairs and a lot of lip bites to resist it, Logan had let out a moan of pleasure. While we were making out I bit his lip a bit and vice versa. He set me down on the edge of his bed and I couldn't tell is the heavy breathing he had going on was from me palming him or him running up the stairs with me on him. He was very fit so I just assumed that he was out of breathe to to me. I got up and sexily shut Logan's door. I strutted over to Logan and got on my knees.

"Come on!" I yelled.

"Alissa what are y-" he started to say.

"I know you want me. So pull down your pants already Logan." I cut him off.

He took off his joggers for the second time that day as well as his boxer briefs and revealed his huge hard on once again. I tried to take the whole thing in my mouth and I moved back and forth, taking in my hand what I couldn't fit in my mouth. The whole time I could hear Logan suppressing moans and I stopped.

"I wanna hear you baby. Let's go." I sultrily say.

"Keep going please Alissa please." He half moaned half whined.

"You gotta beg for it daddy. I know you can do better than that." I say confidently even though I desperately wanted to take whatever amount I could fit into my mouth and shove it in my mouth and down my throat but I was playing a game.

"Ohh. Baby girl please oh please take me into your mouth." He moan/whined again.

That's when it hit me. Ooo this would be fun.

I took my tongue and starting giving the tip little licks and then moving the tip of my tongue all the way up the shaft and back down and once I reached the top again I opened my mouth just slightly an made sure he felt it, making him think I was going to suck him again.

"Unhuhhhehhuhhhh" he moan/ whined.

I finally took as much as I could in my mouth and pumped the other part with my hand. With my other free hand I unzipped my own skirt and played with myself while I sucked.

"Baby girl I'm gonna-" he says

"I know m-me too" I say

We keep doing this until he finally cums in my mouth and I swallow it while I end up cuming on the floor.

We both fall onto the ground panting and look at each other, and smirk.

A/N: How old do you guys think I am?