Lmfao, it's me again..um well I just deleted HTL because I don't ever see me writing in it again & yeah, don't ask me about it. I'm in a writing mood so I might make another chapter after this, I don't know..we'll see though! I hope you enjoy the first chapter, didn't really take me a while to write but it be nice if I had more ideas.
xoxo, Author
Btw Pills N Potion by Nicki Minaj reminds me of this story I'm writing, lol I don't know why but it does.
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It's a Sunday, October 12.
Today is actually me & Justin's anniversary date. I hated this day for so long & now whenever this day comes, I just stay in my bedroom. I leave my phone off, stay in bed, watch netflix or go on tumblr. One of those two..OH & I eat a hella lot.
But today, I actually feel like doing something else..like hanging out or going out..I don't know, something.
I take my phone off the charger & dial Miley's number, "Hey bae" she answers. "Wanna hang out?" I ask, waiting for an answer. "Wait what?" She chokes, I giggled. "I said, do you wanna hang out?" I repeated my question, "yah yah I know but I just..are you high?" She talks quickly, I laugh. "Uh no" I rolled my eyes, "okay..then what do you wanna do?" She asks, "let's go to the mall?" I clear my throat. "Alright, I'll pick you up at 3." She says, "alright bye" I hang up.
I honestly don't know what's happening right now, like I'm actually not on my lazy ass right now. I'm happy & I'm not feeling this guilt in me or bad butterflies in my stomach. I like this feeling.
3:00 PM.
I walk downstairs, with my bag on my shoulders & my phone in my hand. "Oh my goodness, it's nice to see you today!" My Mom smiles, "same to you Mom" I playfully roll my eyes. "I'm going to the mall, see ya." I open the door & walk out then I close the door behind me & walked to Miley's car & get in the front passenger seat. "Are you sure?" She looks at me with worried eyes, I buckle my seat belt & look at her weird. "I'm pretty sure.." I laughed nervously, she breathes then nods. "Just drive slut" I chuckled, she rolled her eyes. "Yep, you're alright." She starts to drive.
We finally arrived at the mall & Miley parks the car. I unbuckled my seat belt then I get out & closed the door, she does the same & locks the car. We walk inside the mall & browse around the shoe section. "Oh these are so cute." She shows me the heels she picked up, "they are" I fake a smile. "You alright?" She looks at me, "I'm fine" I smile wide, "alright..if you wanna go home just tell me." She says. I rolled my eyes playfully, "okay Mom" I chucked. "I'm going to look at clothes" I tell her, she nods then I leave her to look for clothes.
I walked through the halls of clothes, I see the racks of clothes & I look through them. I hear someone clearing they're throat, I turn around & sees Justin. I rolled my eyes & sighs, "Wassup Lovato?" He smirks. "Leave me alone" I keep looking through the racks, "Oh come on..don't be like that." He put his hand on my shoulder, I look at my shoulder then I shift his hand away. "Eck, gross!" I rolled my eyes again. "Look I'm sorry, okay?" He sighs, "yeah sure..tell that to someone who gives a fuck." I walk away, "I really am" he follows. "Just leave me alone, go away. What are you even doing here in the girls section?" I groaned, "I'm with Selena" he says. "Of course..have fun." I say, about to walk away but then he grabs my hand. "Look.. I know it's our anniversary today." He sighs, I widen my eyes a little. "I know I'm fucked up for breaking up with you because of my friends & I'm sorry but I hope you know that all those things I've done to you in school..& all of those things I've said to you..I don't mean them at all. It's just for popularity--" I cut him off, "You're such a dick! Those 'friends' you drop me for, is gonna leave you..watch. Then you're gonna lose your popularity & everything.. Who you're gonna lie on after that? NO ONE. And don't try to call me saying all this bullshit, I'm done. I'm tired, okay? I actually found the courage to get up & go out today instead of laying down on my fat ass & not doing anything like a loner. As you like to call it, thanks for everything Justin but thanks for nothing." I let go of his hand & walk back to Miley, tears forming my eyes.
"I'm gonna go." I wiped my eyes, Miley looks up at me then widens her eyes. "Oh my god, are you okay?" She ask, "I'm fine..I'm gonna leave okay?" I tell her, sniffing. "I'll take you home" she insist, "No! I don't want to ruin your shopping day because of me. I have a ride, don't worry about it." I sniff, she sighs. "Demi.." She looks at me with sad eyes, "If you don't listen then I won't ever be your friend again.." I look at her, she groans. "Fine..but please be careful." She sighs & gives me a hug. I hug her back then I walk away, leaving the mall.
I walk to the bus stop, tears forming my eyes again. I don't know why I'm crying.. I shouldn't be crying.
I hear a car horn beeping twice, I turn my head & the driver (Justin) puts they're window down. "Get in" Justin says, I shake my head. "Leave me alone, asshole." He groans, "please..you can get kidnapped being alone like this." He looks at me, I sigh. He's right. I stand up & walk to the front seat & get in, then I close the door & face the window. He drives off & turns off the music. "Can we talk?" He says, "What is there to talk about?.." I gulped, I watch the raindrops fall down the window. "A lot" he sighs. "I don't want to talk--" "Please Demi--" "I DON'T want to talk" I closed my eyes, holding back the tears.
