NO ANGEL

Chapter I: Next

"How can my ex boyfriend be my next boyfriend?"
-Sevyn Streeter

Logan(Lo)

" It's all about Supply and demand Ladies and Gentlemens". I struggled to keep my eyes open during my Professor's lecture. Studying until the wee hours of the night, wasn't paying off at this moment. Once I aced my finals I knew it would though. Sometimes you have to risk, to gain an award. Only two months left and I will finally be a College graduate. I couldn't wait until that day came.
I arrived at work, and begin working my eight hour shift. I worked at Saks and Neiman Marcus, I had a love, hate relationship with my jobs. I loved getting money, and the jobs paid well so I loved it. Of course I loved getting the discounts I received even better. I had bigger plans for myself but this would have to work for now.
The only downfall I had was with the customers. A lot of whites shopped there and thought they could give me their asses to kiss. My innocent demeanor and personality gave them the impression that I was weak-minded and could be ran over but they were wrong. Just like everyone else who tried me I shaded and read they ass. As I was walking to my car I felt my phone vibrating in my bag. I grabbed my phone and looked at the screen. I saw the name Sean flashing across the screen. I wasn't surprised that he was calling, I was surprised that he hadn't called earlier.

"Did you like my surprise" Sean asked.
I couldn't see his face but I knew he was smiling. Sean was my friend and ex-boyfriend. We went together on and off for 4 years, we decided to try and be friends since a relationship couldn't work. Sean had a girlfriend, but her feelings didn't concern me. She was Sean's problem not mines. I laughed this nigga was crazy as fuck. I put the key in the ignition to my car.
"Shouldn't you be sending flowers to your girlfriend job".
Sean didn't know the meaning of just friends. We started off as friends so I ain't know what big deal is. I knew his relationship with his girlfriend was nothing serious.
"Logan, don't worry about her, come over here" he said switching the subject.
This was something he frequently did, every time his girlfriend was mentioned.
"Don't switch the subject Sean, and No ask her." I replied before hanging up on his ass. I threw my phone on the passenger seat, continuing to drive as it rang.
I walked into the condo, using the spare key I had for an emergency. I dropped the food I bought on the island. I returned to the living room, and seen Sean sound asleep on the couch. I grabbed the remote, and turned off "first take". This immediately made him wake up.
"Surprise!" I yelled cheerfully hype as shit.
"Surprise" he questioned me confusingly still in his sleep daze.
He ran his hands down the side of his beard. "Remind me get my keys from ya ass".
Sean got up and pulled me into a hug. My nose went into the crook of his neck. The YSL cologne quickly entered my nostrils.
" You smell good."
Against my better judgement, I came to Sean's house. There's a weak spot in my heart for Sean. He was my first everything, and I loved him despite his flaws. Logan thought back to the moment their relationship hit a new milestone.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Sean asked staring into my eyes.
The sincerity that was in his eyes made my heart melt. At that moment I knew I loved him. Turning back now wasn't an option, I was going in for the kill. Today was the day I will lose my virginity. My mom went to Vegas with her husband Tommy, so I decided to sneak Sean over. My mom gave strict instructions not to let anyone in the house. However, I went against the grain and invited Sean over.
Kissing Sean, I whispered " Yes i'm sure".
I ain't know why Sean was nervous, he's not a Virgin. He fucked plenty girls. He's a pro at this, while I'm just the rookie. Breaking the kiss, Sean started planting slow kisses on my neck as he worked his way down. When he got to my belly button I couldn't help but giggle. The moment he put his tongue on my treasure, I was in ecstasy. The things I was feeling was euphoric. I immediately moaned in pleasure, with my eyes shut. The flick of his tongue made me arch my back. Sean knew I loved what he was doing. I could feel his eyes on me as he put in work.
"Stay still" he demanded as he slapped my thigh.
Before I knew it, my legs started shaking.
The feeling was amazing. Sean came from beneath my legs, and licked his lips.
" You taste sweet." He said while licking his lips.
I took his face, and started kissing him. Our tongues danced in each other's mouths, Sean leaned over and got a condom from out the drawl. Slipping it on in one swift movement, he knocked at my entrance. The pain caused me to jump back. It felt like somebody was pinching me. Attempting for a second time, Sean went in slowly. The pain caused me, to scratch his back. As he moved in and out of me I was in the daze. The feeling was incredible, and like nothing before. I wish it could last forever