"Melody "
I was sitting on my floor doing my homework I stopped I looked on my tall dresser and grab the flowers jay had got me I said this can't be true I threw them in the garbage can I said why would you leave me right now ?
Pulling my hair back I knocked over the garbage can and ripped up my letters
I can't believe this I said pacing the floor my mother stood by my door she said baby you gotta move on jays gone he's not coming back at all I said first of all watch your mouth you didn't even try to get to know him you judge him .
She said and I'm sorry but god had other plans for him and we can't change that she said now answer this question I just got off the phone with your doctor she called me today so when was you going to tell me ? I sat back on my bed I said tell you what ? She said girl don't play with me right now I said I wasn't gonna tell you , it's not like you was gonna care anyway she said you right I don't walking out of my room I smiled at the picture by my radio with me and jay at our first dance I picked up the picture thinking of memories of us I said god help me .
I got on my knees and started to praying to god I said I'm so confused right now I need you the most *Flash back *
Jay: You should come over
Me: No and I told you why .
Jay: I'm not gonna try nothing
Me: I don't know that I never been to a boys house before my auntie said all boys wanna do is stick their lil thing inside us and your not about to stick your lil thing inside me !
Jay: It's not little
Me: That don't even matter .
-Valentines day -
Me: Did you get me anything ?
Jay: I didn't have enough me so I stole this teddy bear and these chocolates I didn't know if you liked flowers
Me: *hugs him* you did this for me ?
Jay: Every girl should have what they want
Me: what if I told you I wanted you
He picked me and put me on the table I lost my virginity on a kitchen table
-His birthday -
Him: Where you taking me ?
Me: just be quiet and walk
Me: watch your stop
Him: you tryna kill me ?
Me: No silly you can open your eyes now
Him: you got me a studio ?
Me : Yup and studio time I saved up .
I started crying thinking about all the good times he was the love of my life crazy thing is I actually cheated on him with his cousin and now I don't know who's baby I'm having I said shaking my head and crying to myself .
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