An Ex-Love [BTS, Taehyung, and Jungkook Fanfic]

Final

           “Hey, are you even listening to me? I try and I try, I attempt and I attempt but everything I even speak of brings up some sort of random fight! Can’t we just be like those couples we see in movies or dramas?! Ones that have a past like ours and a future like our parents?! Can’t you just try like I am?! Do you even love me anymore?” I saw sorrow flow into Taehyung’s eyes. I lost my train of thought as I put my pen down and glared at Taehyung… Taehyung. Where was I? What was going on? I looked down at my hands and saw the date written on a piece of paper.

June 20th, 2009.

           I blinked my eyes and looked around the room once again. I was in Taehyung’s house. I quickly skimmed the entry I just finished writing. I’m back? This was it –the gift God has given me.

            “Eun Ji! Eun Ji…” Taehyung said as he lost his voice and continued crying with an ugly face. I ran up to him and hugged him. I still didn’t understand quiet anything myself, but I know what to do.

           “I’m sorry. You’re right, I stopped trying –but it’s not because I don’t love you. When I got hit by the car, all I could think about was you. I wanted you to save me, I wanted you to stay by my side, and you did. You loved me even if I couldn’t remember your name. You treat my family like yours; you give them more of a reason for living. I need you Taehyung, and I love you.” I breathed as I hugged him tighter and began crying. I’ll never feel the pain again…

           “What are you talking about?” He asked as he let out a small yet meaningful laugh. “Whatever, I love you too.” I let go slowly and walked back to my book. Taehyung looked at me awkwardly and sat beside me while still whipping his dried up tears on my shoulder as he wrapped my waist as if I was his handbag.

June 20th, 2009

           Love. It’s a perfect thing that we all take for granted. We may not feel it sometimes, but it’s always there. Words can’t express it, neither can actions. Can dreams and the general plot of life express it? Yes, not only that –but a beautiful nightmare. The tears, the headaches, the injuries; are all a part of experience. You learn but if you learn and stick, then it’s love and the best part about experiencing anything in life.

           I looked over to my side and saw the blank air and a beige wall. I looked back down at my book with glistening eyes.

           But the negative is; when God gives you your life back –God will take away another’s…

           I dropped my pen and let a tear trickled down onto my paper as a signature. I got up and let my book fall to the floor from my lap. I plainly walked out of the house as if I was a zombie without a heart.

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           I looked down at the dirt, where a body and a tombstone is placed. I looked up at the shaped stone.

 Kim Taehyung

 December 30th 1995- June 18th 2009

 Died of sudden car crash.

 Forever loved by everyone.

 R.I.P.

           I let another tear fall from my waterline and slipped out the paper on which I wrote my final entry from the book and a pen from my pocket. I flipped the page over and wrote ‘Eun Ji’ and took out a slip of tape from my other pocket and stuck it on there.

 Forever loved by Eun Ji.

             “I love you Kim Taehyung, hope to see you soon…” I whispered under my breath. “But for now, I’ll enjoy the life God has given me. Look after me, please. You’re my one and only…” I said as I walked away.

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