I wish you were mine [1]

Chapter 4: His emotions

I cleaned the whole house still not understanding why he's so mean to me.

Until I someone texted me and looked at it since I had nothing to do.

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Jimin: Hey!

Me: What's up Jimin?

Do you need anything?

Jimin: Are you going somewhere for dinner?

Me: No I'm staying home.

Jimin: Want me to go to your house and cook something with you?

It'll be fun :)

Me: Sure what time?

Jimin: I'll be there at 6 ok?

Me: Sure I can't wait to try your food

Hope I'm not sounding weird lol

Jimin: Bye got to get ready

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I laid on my bed looking at the ceiling, and heard a knock at my door. I opened it and saw it was Yoongi.

He didn't want to make eye contact neither did I. "What do you wa-"

"I'm sorry!!" he said still trying to stand straight.

"You still are drunk, go to your room. " I said and pushed him out my room, he put his hand between the door.

"Y/N please listen to me. I was just stressed out." he said and opened the door and walked in.

"You pulled me from my shirt, and I told you go stop!! You didn't!!" I screamed at him.

He grabbed my arm, "Let go! I'm tired of you being like this!!" I tried to push him off.

He hold my arm tighter, and leaned closer to my face.
He smelled like alcohol, I hated alcohol.

His slammed his lips onto mine, it felt soft but they tasted like alcohol.

His hand on my face as he pushed me down on my bed. He nibbled on my bottom lip wanting an entrance.

I didn't know why but I kissed him back, my fingers went through his hair.

He started to use his tongue in the kiss and was on top of me on the bed.

His lips started to touch my neck, I tried not to moan because that would be embarrassing.

He kissed my neck all the way to my collarbone, I started to feel this feeling that this isn't right because he's drunk.

I tried to push him back, but he grabbed both of my arms with his hands and holded them on the bed.

"Y-Yoongi.. S-stop this isn't right y-you are drunk. "

Then he stopped kissing me, and I started to breath again no longer holding my breath.

"I want this!" he said and looked at me in the eyes.

"No you don't" I said and kicked him off he fell on the floor. "I know you don't want this!!" I got up from the bed.

And ran out from this place and made it to the elevator. What did I just do? I'm an idiot.

I made it to the fourth floor and saw Jimin getting out of his house to throw something out.

And ran to him, "Jimin!.. " I said and stopped running to catch my breath.

"Can I stay at your house today.... Cook at your house.. My roommate is busy today and we can't go there today... "

"You could if just told me that on my phone... " he said an started to laugh.

"Jimin... "

"yeah?"

"Can I sleep in your house today?"

"what?... "