Another hit from the pipe and I fade into nothing. In this state I am no longer Vanessa Rose, the poor excuse for a human. I am now Vanessa Fucking Rose, ruler of the world. But that doesn't last long though, forcing me to take another hit. I'm so dependent on this shit I'm starting to go crazy.
I was always told marijuana was not a drug, but lace it with the right shit and you're sent to fucking wonderland. In my mind it's better than the cutting, anything is better than that.
I wasn't always like this; I never liked drugs or self harm. I was always against it. I only started because it was my last resort. What else are you suppose to do when your entire family decides to disown you? Kill yourself? Tried... it didn't work. But if my dumbass stayed in the closet and didn't tell my vary religious family I was a lesbian I wouldn't be in this mess.
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Jessa & Vanessa
Teen Fiction❤️A lesbian love story unlike any other.❤️ Two different girls. Two separate lives. True love. *Trigger Warning!!!! Story has religion, sexuality, and coarse language.*
