The Girl -
I wish I stayed the same before I became this girl. I remember I never cried so much over someone. I never even thought about my crush. My crush would only last for 2 month. I never created a bond to anyone. But ever since I met him. I've created a chain a bond a connection with him. My thoughts would always wonder off to him. I would whin when I didn't hear from him. I never whinned over a men. I've told myself before I will never become this girl. I will never whin or cry over a men. But things changed when I met him. He puts me at ease he made me feel whole in my heart. No one ever made me feel like that he gave me something I've always wanted. Something that I thought I will never have because I didn't fit someone expectation of beautiful. But he gave me that a feeling that shock me. I don't reget my choices with him because his my first love. I just hate becoming this girl. A girl
that would wait around for someone to notice. who would stress over someone. A girl that needed someone to cause her happiness and only that someone can cause it. I didn't think it would happen to me but its a first in everything they say. But I miss the old me that didn't care so much. Funny how things change when you meet the love of your life. Yes I have become this girl that I thought I will never be. I've created a connection with someone I think loves me and I can't stop loving them no matter how hard I try. Yes I've Became This Girl I Despise About Myself So Much.
I remember the first time I wrote this poem 💯💯
