Nalia p.o.v
It's been 2 days since everything happened. I had been ignoring the fuck out of Stephanie and trying to figure out what to say to Heydi. I was thinking when there was a knock at the door. I opened it to see Heydi standing there. I invited her in and we just sat for a while. Until finally she spoke up, "Nalia look, I have tried a million times to talk to you about Stephanie and it seems like you never ever listen to me. She doesn't love you or care about you, she only wants you for one damn thing Nalia!"
I looked into Heydi's eyes, her genuine concern making me just want to break down crying over someone who cares so much for me and I just keep hurting her. I said nothing but just stared into Heydi's eyes. She sighed and said, "Look Nalia, I love you , but If your gonna keep hurting yourself and even me for that matter like this then, I'm just gonna leave you alone." My lips stayed shut as if no words wanted to escape my mouth.
My own tongue chose to betray me as she slowly got up and just walked out. For the first time in forever, no tears came to my eyes. I had school tomorrow and I really did not want to go.
*The Next Day *
I got my ass up out of bed and got dressed. Tiana was on her way to pick me up and O patiently waited. When I heard the honk, I headed outside and we were on our way to school. When I arrived, I seen Stephanie and Katie all hugged up. I rolled my eyes, and just continued on. I looked at Heydi and she seemed to be talking to this new girl. I sighed and just mentally slapped myself. After some time, I was walking down the hall and Stephanie just so happen to be in the hall as well.
She looked me up and down and gave this little laugh. I rolled my eyes and continued to ignore her. "Hey mama, I know you miss me. I hope that fat dyke wasn't too upset with you. Oh wait she was." And with that she laughed. "You know what Stephanie, I have no words for you okay?" That's when she approached me and wrapped her arms around me." I inhaled her scent and internally moaned at how fucking good she smelled.
I hated that this feeling was the best feeling in the world. Being in her arms was all I wanted to be right now. I got out of her hold and put my arms around her neck. My eyes looked into her eyes. Her eyes were this beautiful deep dark brown, chocolate filled orbs that I could lose myself in. I admired her features and let my eyes roam her face. She watched me looking at her while her arms were around my waist.
Our height difference was very prominent but I thought her height was very sexy. I let myself get lost in my thoughts as my eyes dropped onto her luscious lips. As i imagined all the places she could put her lips. How i longed to have her kiss me and just get lost in the moment where it was only us. I allowed myself to fall into the way I first felt when I saw Stephanie. Before I even knew what was happening, my face was close to hers, so close that I could feel her warm breath against my face.
I shivered at her breath, and I know she noticed because she smirked down at me. The fact that being right here , right now felt so right was what was killing me but I didn't care. All I needed was Stephanie, to breathe Stephanie , to have her tongue on my clit and have her fingers inside of me. And before I knew it, she was kissing my forehead and walking off. I found myself staring at her as she walked away. Missing her touch more than anything.
