meet me.

chapter 2

BEEP!! I bolt up and push the snooze button, I get up and change into black jeans, a white plade shirt undone showing my black crop top. I pull on my red converses and go to the bathroom, I put mascara on and I run a brush threw my hair, then I put it in a braid. I put a black beenie, and run down the stairs. I jump up trying to get the Cheerios off the fridge, "ughhh!" I groan. Mom walks past me as she takes the box of Cheerios, "hey!" I exclaim. "What?" She asks, "I was gonna get that!" I say, "oh, honey, you were never going to get it." She says mater of factually. If you have ever been insulted by your mother, you know what I'm feeling. "Oh, my god, your worse than Dominic!" I growl and walk past her bumping my shoulder into hers a lot harder than I ment and I quickly go for my bag. "Teens! Get to the car." Mom calls. I duck as a football is thrown at me, it hits mom in the chest. "I call back!" I yell, "why is everyone out to hurt me?!" Mom shouts, I giggle and run to the mountaineer. I climb into the back and flop down. Once everyone is in the car, mom drives to school, a soon as we get there, "tell me were your going." Mom says, "football field," Dom says and climbs out, "same!" Lucas fallows, "geek club." Andrew says and fallows Lucas, "Carrie, where are you going." Mom asks, "Music class. Duh." I roll my eyes , I get out I slam the door and run into school. I get into music class and sit down by Violet, "are you gonna sing at the asimbally?" Violet asks, "No." I say, "okay class, go practice." Mrs. Danalack says, I walk to the back of class and sit down, I take my guitar out and a just to it. I start to play it with violet next to me.

"I take these pills to make me thin
I dye my hair, and cut my skin
I try everything, to make them see me
But all they see, is someone that's not me.." I start to sing Mrs. Danalack looks our way in aw

"Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to look my best
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Here inside, my quiet hell
You cannot hear, my cries for help
I try everything, to make them see me
But every one, sees what I can't be

Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to look my best
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible.." I sing and
some people start to clap in a rythym.

"Sometimes when I'm alone
I pretend that I'm a queen
It's almost believable." Violet sings

"Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to look my best
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible." I sing and stop playing the guitar. People clap and whilst. BEEP!! The bell dinged everyone jumped, we all filed out of class. I get my bag and look down at my seclude.
Math: Mrs. Shnepp
Writing: Mrs. Woodruff
Algebra: Mrs. Rise
English: Mrs. Wildfong
Art: Mrs. Krantz
Gramer: Mr. Locksley
Pre algebra: Mrs. Shnepp
Free period: Mrs. Wildfong
"What do you have now?" Andrew asks behind me I elbow him in the ribs. "Ow!" He yelps, "sorry!" I say and look at him. "I have math with Mrs. Shnepp." I replied, he closes my locker and we walk to math, when we get to the door, Mrs. Shnepp is standing there, she smiles with her teeth. We smile weakly and walk in. *end of day.* the boys go to there places and I walk home. I feed Lo-Lo, and clean up, the door slams shut I jump and look at it, mom stands there. "Why did you walk home? I could of took you." She says, "well I didn't think you'd notice, you never notice me anyway, so why care?" I say sarcastically, "I notice you Carrie!" She exclaims, "oh, really? So insulting me is noticing me?!" I snap, "I did not insult you!" She yells. "Oh so, ' oh, honey, you were never going to get it. ' Isn't insulting me?!" I shout, SLAP! Tears sting in my eyes, I run up the stairs and slam my door, I push the dresser in front of the door, it gets dark and mom gos to pick up the boys.
W~ if you have Spotify play love until it hurts then read that ⬇

Third person POV
Carrie sits on the roof of the porch, her knees up to her chest and has trails of mascara on her cheeks, her mom, Sarah, is driving to pick the boys up, when the light turns red she stops, she has tears trickling down her face, she slams her hands on the steering wheel, she starts to go again and gets to the football field, she whips away the tears the boys load in and she starts to go home. Carrie hears the dresser being moved, her Dad climbs out her window and places a blanket over her shoulders, and sits down next to her and puts a arm around her shoulders and pulls her against him, "I have to leave for work." He says, Carrie nods, he climbs back threw the window, he walks down the stairs to meet Sarah, "I made a mistake," Sarah says, Andrew climbs threw his window and sits down next to Carrie. Carrie looks at the night sky light up by the towns street lights. She leans her head on Andrews shoulder, new tears form in her eyes, she looks down at the picture of her family. She smiles a little, they watch their dads car drive away. Andrew and Carrie climb threw there windows. Carrie changes into sweat pants and a tank top. She climbs under her teal comforter, and looks at the wall. Sarah pocks her head into Andrews room, "goodnight." She says, "goodnight mom." He says and turns. She stops in front of Carrie's door that's coated with drawings, but her eyes are glued to one. Its her, John, Carrie, Andrew, lucas , Dominic and Lo-Lo, family's always first. It read acrossed their legs. She opens the door and looks at carries frame under the teal comforter, "good night," she tries, she gets no response. She shuts the door. Carrie gets out of bed, grabs the blanket, and climbs out the window.