Awoken

Suprised

Beep beep beep.

I twist and turn on my bed giving my alarm clock a glare.

I cuffed my pillow over my head hoping the alarm noise would stop. It didn't help. I got out of bed and went to my dresser, turning off the alarm which read 7:18.

Although it was summer, I didn't want to get into that bad of a routine for when I go back to school in two months.

I went downstairs and took the fresh plate of fruit which my mom just laid out on the table.

I took out my phone and see so many notifications from what the magcon boys posted. They were my life.

I've always wanted to meet them but nobody ever goes to North Carolina for a meet and greet.

It wasn't fair. Nash and Hayes lived in North Carolina but yet none of them made an effort to make a meet and greet here. My mom knew how much I loved them but we didn't have the money to fly all the way to Florida or Cali and rent a hotel. Thanks Bart.

I put the dishes away and went back up stairs.

I combed my long brown bed hair and then put my hair into a halo braid. I then brushed my teeth, washed my face and put makeup on. I looked at my face and realized I had just grew a pimple in between my two eyebrows. Though it didn't bother me to much because school started in two months and I had time to get rid of it.

I put on a t-shirt and athletic shorts. Just something comfy, because I didn't have anything planned today.

I sat on my bed thinking about the two months till school. I've been homeschooled all my life and I was scared to go. I had no idea what it would be like. I'm going to 10th grade without knowing anything. I did have a couple friends that went to school but I knew that I would have to make knew friends because there is a 15% chance that we all have classes together.

The thoughts ran threw my mind and I stopped because I didn't want to stress out for something in two months.

I stood up and walked to my 7 foot mirror seeing a 5 foot 3 tall girl with long brownish redish straight hair, flat stomach but wide hips, bright blue eyes, a small head but long legs.

I hated my body. Nobody could tell me different. I wasn't very confident in myself as though I walk like I am. My long legs, wide hips, and small head were the most things that made me insecure.

I wasn't the type of person to tell people about my insecurities cause I knew I would be wasting time. My friends would cut me off with something obnoxious to say anyways.

I knew I had to prove to myself to become the person I wanted to be. And that's what I've been doing, working out but it wasn't enough.

I then put on my headphones and read a fanfic about nash grier and Matt Espinosa while listening to Jacob Whitesides new cover, you and I.

I don't really know why I read these. They mess with my mind thinking that one day this would happen to me. But in reality I knew I had no chance.

*Quack noise*

It was a text from my mom, who was out at the store buying stuff to make lunch and dinner.

Mom: honey, start packing. You have to go to New York and stay with your cousins. Your brother is going to be with you for the first week, but you're staying there for a month.

You leave tomorrow.

I sighed.

I used to live in New York until financial problems. Then we moved about 500 miles away. I wouldn't mind if we took a plane to get there but my mom doesn't have $600 out of her pocket. so we would have to take a 10 hour car ride there and a 10 hour car ride back. Which Wasn't the high light of my day but it was still nice to know what I would be doing this summer.