My Baby Boy, My Daddy~ (A Septiplier Story)

Chapter 3

Sean's POV

9 hours later

It's 5:30pm now and Marks cooking dinner and I don't know what he's making he told me to stay upstairs so I for sure didn't find out what it was. I feel like this is longest we've been apart since he came back I felt a panic attack coming on. Here it comes. Why does this always happen to me that's probably why Samantha left me for Felix. Before Sam I was with Lindsey I broke that relationship off she was way way too clingy and I couldn't handle it. I started to hyperventilate I fell to the ground gasping for air. Mark heard it and rushed upstairs as quickly as possible. He picked me up and sat me on the bed. He said, "Sean honey what's wrong?" I replied, "Just a panic attack no big deal." He replied, "No big deal? Sean you could've fainted." I replied, "Panic attacks are normal for me when a loved one leaves me alone for even a short period of time." He replied concerned, "Sean tell me next time ok? I don't want you to faint when I'm out shopping or downstairs cooking dinner or breakfast or even lunch. If I'm out shopping and you feel a panic attack on the rise call me and I'll be back right away, ok Seany?" I replied, "Ok Mark." He replied, "Come downstairs I'll be in the kitchen but you'll be right around the corner from me in the livingroom. Ok Seany? Can you handle that for 5 to 10 minutes?" I replied, "I'll be fine as long as we're close to each other. When you were in LA I had tons of panic attacks and had to call Felix even though I didn't want to." He replied, "Is that how much you were mad at him, you didn't want to talk to him?" I replied, "I had no choice you were in California and couldn't be here in less than an hour. After the first panic attack that I had Felix moved from Sweden to Ireland but a couple years later Sam stopped wanting to be near me so he moved back to Sweden with her and here you are by my side taking care of me." He replied, "Was the first panic attack worse than this one or better?" I replied, "They got worse the more I started to love you. When you first went back to LA I had so so many of them they got better after a while but then you got into a bad car crash and I lost it they got worse and worse as your time in the hospital carried on. After you woke up and I knew you were somewhat ok they calmed down a bit. Then I saw Tyler's Twitter poste and my heart sank as the panic attacks got worse and worse fearing that you would never heal. Underneath his poste stood Amy's a picture of little baby Ana sitting next to you on Tyler's lap with the caption "My little baby with Uncle Mark in the hospital after his bad accident. For the first time". I sobbed uncomfortably for hours as I saw how sad she looked and how pained you were. You had several casts on, one on your right arm, one on your right leg and one on your left leg. If I was there in LA with you I would've been snuggled up with Ana and Amy trying my best not to shed a single tear." Tears started to fall and I wasn't even done with story time. Mark wiped them away and said, "Sean don't say anymore. Get in my lap." I sat in his lap and wrapped my arms around him holding onto him for dear life. He hugged me back tightly as I dug my face into his shoulder and sobbed he just rubbed my back Mark is such a good boyfriend I don't see why anyone would leave him maybe because he's too sweet. He said, "Don't cry Seany I'm here now and I'll never leave you again. Ok baby?" I replied in a shaky voice, "Ok Mark. You have to promise me you won't leave me here alone." He replied, "Sean I promise I'll never ever leave you alone as long as I live." I replied, "Mark I love you." He replied, "I love you too Seany." I replied, "Do you ever feel like no one understands you and what you're going through?" He replied, "Sometimes yeah. But don't let that drag you down Sean." I replied, "How can you stay so sweet when you're going through almost the same things as me? You're never salty or bitter you're just sweet, understanding and caring." He replied, "What are you implying Sean?" I replied, "You're never in a bad mood no matter how much people poke at you, basically digging their fingers through your skin or fire these negative comments at you with a machine gun. You never snap at me, Amy or Tyler no matter how much we poke at you or push you over the edge. You never yell unless you're protecting Ana. You never scream. The only negative thing that you've ever done is cry and that was when you broke up with Amanda you loved her so much and the whole time you were here before Ana was born you were a mess and I didn't want to bug you I didn't want it to get any worse." He replied, "How often did you have to call Felix?" I replied, "Every day pretty much." He replied concerned, "Every single day?" I replied, "Yes Mark every single day in the morning, noon, evening and in the night." He replied, "That often?" I replied, "Yeah. But you should be happy of that because that means that I love you." He replied, "How do panic attacks mean that you love me?" I replied, "I have panic attacks when a loved one is hurt or far away from me." He replied, "So basically you're saying that you only have panic attacks when it comes to the people you love?" I replied, "Well done Mark. I'm glad you can put two and two together." He replied, "Was that sarcasm?" I replied, "No." He replied, "So that's a yes." I replied, "No nothing I said was sarcasm." He replied, "Ok. Well Sean it's gonna be 6:00 soon. Are we going downstairs or what?" I replied, "Yes sir." He replied, "I like it when you call me "sir" but can you try daddy?" I replied, "Really Mark?" He replied, "I'm just teasing Sean. But seriously try it." I replied, "Whatever Mark. Let's just go downstairs now." He replied, "Ok Sean if you insist."