Shanes pov
I hear them everyday and everynight,their always laughing at me,the loud voices inside my head,they all tell me to do horrible things to my body,and sadly i do them all,no more tears can escape anymore,i feel numb,no more pain,but no more happiness,i dont feel anything,im failing 11th grade but guess what,i simply dont care. It seems that the days grew longer and gray,nobody understands me,i lost all my ,friends and family over the tradegy,and i have also losted myself,memories of that day flood my mind
Flashback to 7th grade
I looked over at my mother who gave me a loving smile and a thumbs up,my friends were scattererd around the crowd of happy parents chanting my name,i smiled at everyone and it started,i was about to give one of my famous jokes when the fire alarm went off,i heard a bloddy scream filled with sobs,everyone started running,all trying to fit through the reactangular, exit door,i tried looking for my mom but it was no use,the room filled with smoke,i started sweating like crazy,i felt dizzy,i was seeing double,i couldnt breath,i couldnt scream,the last thing i saw was the heavy flames of the fire
After that i stopped eating,i had no more family in colorado,so they sended me away to longbeach,california where i am now leaving with my drug addicted aunt,she hates me as much as i hate her,the only reason that she took me under her crusty wing was because of the money that she was going to receive,i dont talk as much as i used to,the funny personality that i once had was gone,every day i go to a therapist,she says to keep on fighting but my pain is winning over,i dont know what to do anymore,every day it just gets worse,my heart is screaming for help,i stopped caring,i stopped crying,i stopped trying,i stopped loving,and i just want to stop breathing,maybe one day ill find happiness,maybe one day ill learn how to love again,but for now ill keep leaving with the voices
Rylands pov
My mom sat on the soft sand picking small and large seashells,my sister played on the waves,smiling at the world and wondering what the future has stored for her,my brother played frisbi with our beatiful german sheppered,and my dad,my dad sat on a beach chair typing away on his phone,texting only god knows who,he changed ever since he returmed from that buisness trip 8 months ago,he dosen't kiss mom when his leavimg for work,he bearly talks to me or my siblings,our family is turning to ashes,every night he comes home drunk with lovemarks on his neck,all i hear is yelling when im trying to rest,most of the times mom goes to bed with a black eye,i try to help her but dad just gives me one,i have a sweet girlfriend,but i hate that im using her to cover up my sexuality
Theirs only one thing that shane and ryland have in common,their both in pain,could they have something else in common?
Hello everyone!welcome to the first chapter of 'As we fix eachother' im so excited to see where this story goes,dont forget to read my other story 'Nobody can replace you',im working on both in this moment so please be patient
