Shane stood up rubbing his tired face,he was sore from last night,his aunt came home with the horrible smell of alcohol and weed,shane was her victim,she tooked all her anger out on him,shane never fought back,whats the point? He gently stood up from his broken bed,he didn't even saw himself in the mirror,he knew he looked like a dead person,pale skin,with bloodshot eyes
'Your a worthless fag'
'Look at your left,theirs the bleach'
'No wonder why her mom died,she preffered to burn in the fire than to live with her biggest dissapointment'
Shane let out quiet sobs as he heard the everyday,loud voices inside his head,he dug his fingernails on his wrists attempting to stop them,but they never did,he changed into his ripped jeans,an oversize sweatshirt and his worn out convers
He didn't even bother to say goodmorning to his jobless relative,he walked like a zombie all the way to his high school,where hell awaits him,no he dosen't get beaten up by a heartless bastard,no even worse,he has no friends to share a laugh with nor a loving girlfriend to share memories and long lasting kisses
He opened the heavy metal doors to his inferno,he walked down the long corridors of the school, some people stared at him and others whispered behind his back,he knew it all,but he felt numb,no words affected him anymore,the only ones that he payed attention to was the hurtful comments that his voices said
The day passed slow and boring as usuall,with a hand on his chin he counted down the seconds that were left for school,5,4,3,2,1,the bell rang for the last time this evening,he stood up from his desk trying to be the first one to get out
He exited the school and made his way to the only place where the voices or his crazy aunt didn't exsist,the abodend park accross the milkshake shop,its an old park that no children go to play anymore,and no adults excersice in it,he can be alone for a moment without any worries
He belived that he was going to find it empty,but now it was accomponied by a teenage boy sitting down in one of the rusty swings,the boy looked like something was hurting him
Shane didn't want to disturb him,he took a seat on the extra,yellow swing,he swinged himself looking at the sky and wondering if his mother was somewhere up their,if she protects him from the evil monters that are roaming on this earth,a warm air hugged his body as he knew his answear,he smiled and thanked his mother for everything
"What are you smiling at"his thoughts were inturrupted by the blue eyed boy,he shrugged looking down,one thing that he always does when his feeling embarrased,or uncomfortable,and he felt both,the boy smiled at him,he wonder what was his history
"Just thinking about the good memories"shane finnaly answeared his question,and it was true,he remembered when his mother took him out for a picnic,right on this park when they came in a little vacation,the park was still very popular back then
"I know how you feel"and before the boy could say anything else shane cut him off as his anger was rising
"Did this nature also took a family away"he asked tears falling to his knees,the stranger was taken back by his words and his tone,but he couldnt stop staring at the broken eyes that shane gave him
"Actually yes,my dad came back completly changed from his buisness trip,for me his dead already,i want him out of life for good...im sorry"the broken boy apologized as he told shane his problem,he knew that he has already to many conflicts on his life,shane shook his head
"Dont be sorry,im shane by the way"he gave him a weak smile,swinging once again
"Im ryland"
